Novel & Cerita Another Word Of Feeling

___________________________________________________________________________ Empathy /ˈɛmpəθi/ noun 1.the ability to understand and share the feelings of another. 2. the ability to sense other people's emotions, coupled with the ability to imagine what someone else might be thinking or feeling ___________________________________________________________________________ 5 / 11 / 2021

"Any of what?‍" ‍ "These feeli‍ngs. The affection. The connecti​on." I gestur⁠ed vaguely. "How I f‍eel about all of yo⁠u. I can't tell if it‌'⁠s real or if it's ju​st the bon‌d m​aki‍ng m​e fee‌l what I'm s​upposed to feel." ‌D⁠axen was quiet for a moment.‌ "What do you think t‌he dif‌ferenc‍e⁠ is?"‌

Somehow, I feel this is no longer about the movie. He watches me intently as he waits for my response and I feel the need to choose my words carefully. This almost feels like a test. Like my answer will determine his opinion of me. “I mean…” I start carefully. “I don’t think it is. People express emotions in different ways. Doesn’t necessarily have to be through crying. Sometimes, what we feel is so overwhelming that even tears won’t suffice.”

And I can't define that feeling. I don't know if it's good, or bad.

I felt like one. Do you need a reminder? Gosh! The tempo of my heart increased as those words held the promise of something far greater than what I had felt in the elevator, You need one, I felt my arousal get more intense reading his next text 'you need one' These three words sent small bouts of sensual elation coursing through me and I could feel the moistness between my legs.

I wish I was like that, but I wasn't. I closed my eyes for one long moment in high hopes of looking back into the windows of his love. I don't feel shit. Actually, I feel one shit. Pain? Agony? Anguish? Hurt? Jesus Christ, how many fucking synonyms of this excruciating feeling exist in the fucking dictionary. Different spelling, same fucking feeling.

I have no considerations. I'm encountering an inclination — most likely — however it is excessively difficult for me to try and depict, extending past the two words and articulations. Liam is kissing me, and I never figured it could at any point feel this… . great. Great is a pretty abused term, used to make sense of lots of various feelings and is put in numerous unique circumstances, however, for this situation, the word ought to be taken as a simple placeholder for a reality so undefinable that I wish it would endure forever. Something so abnormal and delightful loses its effect through correspondence, which goes for some things and must be conveyed through experience.

She was a tempest of feelings, a whirlwind of memories, and the room resonated with the unspoken words that hung heavily in the air. Maiari's words were a cascade of emotions, a whirlwind of heartache and resentment. "The day when you played with my feelings, made me believe in love, cheated on me in the end, and left me," her voice quivered with the weight of her past pain. Her eyes, stormy and conflicted, bore into D'Andre's soul.

And, finally, I am done with it. " Only this much ?" he grinned. " Is this only this much for you? You know what people remember till their last breath ?" I asked him. " Love," he replied. I shook my forefingers in the air," No, it's not. Feelings. It's feelings that hold you with it for a long time. Like when you feel something, those feelings may be indescribable because in your heart the words are always short for their descriptions. You will have them here ( pressing hands against the heart) or here ( on mind). I wanna gift her this," I explained.

I answered. Then the four men left me. Now I'm alone here, I started breakfast. The food they cooked for me tastes good, but my feelings are in pain. I feel like something is hurt inside me but what? I don't know what's wrong. This painful feeling is a feeling of disappointment and sadness. Until it makes my appetite decrease.