Bain Of My Existence Meaning

[MATURE CONTENT 21+] I'm not sure if I'm here, at the moment, I don't know if I'm screaming or begging him to stop as the weight of his hands on my back feels more apparent. Maybe I'm just helplessly drowning in my despair with only silent tears running down my face. Nothing matters because even my mind could not wander off and protect me for long enough to silently surrender to a horrific situation. "You lied to me, You lied to me! You said you wouldn't do this if I " The words slip away as I sob and cry out in pain. "Hm..”" Alejandro lets out a breathless chuckle, "I did?"One of his hands leaves my hip, reaching down to wrap around my throat, forcing my back into an arch so I'm faced with the reflection of myself in the mirror. It is so I can watch the deranged, lustful look in his eyes as he roughly thrusts himself in and out of me while choking me against his hand at my throat.This is cruel. This is disgusting. This is shameful. But it makes Alejandro smile in pleasure, in pride, that he's able to break me and bend me into his will. "I believe I said that I was fine if you wanted to wait, " he admits. "However, I never said how long. "The reflection of myself in the mirror is someone unrecognisable; she's broken, and angry. I can see my eyes darken in misery, in hatred. The mirror also provides me with Alejandro's expression, filled with contentment and satisfaction. "I HATE YOU," I spit out with every inch of dignity that I may have left. The statement left no mark on Alejandro, instead, he thrusts into me harder, making me cry out but I didn't care, not anymore.

Sapphire is from a rich and well-known family, but little does the public know that Sapphire's family has a secret; their secret, Sapphire's family abuses Sapphire. Sapphire is abused for wanting to be an Author because being an Author is not part of the family business. Brock and Grant, Sapphire's older brothers, and their friends, Tom, Nate, and Drew bully Sapphire and her only friend, Diamond, at school. Two of the boys have a crush on Sapphire and Diamond, but don't show it because of who they are friends with. After all the years of abuse, will the girls forgive the boys and fall in love with them, or will the girls crush the boys' hearts? Will Sapphire get away from her abusive family, or will she stay with them? What will happen to Sapphire's future?

Lucy worked hectically as a handmaid in the Royal residence of the Moonshine pack. She soon got to know that Leo, the son of Alpha Eric and the Future Alpha was her mate. But Leo who tried to gain recognition from his Father was scared of taking Lucy in as his Father might not accept her. Lucy got tormented and rejected by Leo one fateful night after getting into trouble but then, Leo claimed to have no choice as he was obeying his Father's command. Did Lucy and Leo get along or did she find another mate?

Color me surprised when it turns out that my one night stand is actually my uncle. Not only that, he turns out to be someone I'm forced to live with in college and now, he is not only my mate but my professor and to top it off, MY MATE! One night of catching my ex cheating on me led to me sleeping with the stranger who I later got to know was my uncle. I thought nothing else could go wrong but not until he rejects me. And then everything seems like a dream. A dream I'd like to wake up from but things change the moment I step into that club as a stripper! *Seducing my uncle, indiscreetly.

Raphael Bamford a multi billionaire, a 28 years old bachelor. Every woman's dream handsome, talented and a very well known business tycoon. Famous for being cruel in business world. A cold hearted and arrogant CEO of the most wealthiest and famous company in New York City. But despite the achievements and wealth he has, his brown orbs always hide the sadness and longing for something...or...for...someone.

Ayenne's nearly perfect life has been ruined by a misconception that throws her life into chaos. Ayenne has paid off the depth of the false accusations leveled against her; she intends to commit suicide by jumping off a bridge and drowning herself. When she was clinging for her mere life while drowning in the river, she met Ali. The fearless man who rescued her. That also marks the beginning of her new life, and her bleak existence gradually becomes more vivid as Ali provides her with another reason to live and stay alive. However, Ayenne can’t ignore her cruel past as it pursues her once more. When she faced her dark past. The picture of her filled with happiness and contentment in Ali's embrace slowly fades as a series of events occur in Ayenne and Ali's lives that put their love and faithfulness to each other to the test.

KAMBAL, iyan ang naiwan ni Dave kay Anastasia, matapos siya nitong pagtaksilan. Nilisan ni Anastasia ang dati niyang buhay bilang assassin ng organisasyong Dark Moon at tagapamahala ng mga ari-arian ng pamilya Clinton bilang nag-iisang tagapagmana kapalit ng buhay sa piling ni Dave. Ang buong akala ni Anastasia ay nahanap na niya ang labis na kasiyahan dahil sa naging relasyon nila ni Dave pero may nangyaring hindi inaasahan. Natunghayan mismo ng mga mata ni Anastasia na katalik ni Dave ang best friend niyang si Katrina, na labis na nagpadurog sa puso niya. Simula noon ay pinili ng dalaga na mangibang bansa at buhaying mag-isa ang kambal niyang supling. Inilaan ni Anastasia ang buhay niya pag-aalaga sa dalawa. Nagbalik-loob din ang dalaga sa dati niyang buhay bilang tagapamahala ng ari-arian ng pamilya Clinton at bilang isang assassin. Ilang taon ang lumipas ay nagbalik si Anastasia sa Pilipinas kasama ang kambal niyang anak matapos siyang pagnakawan ng mga kasosyo niya sa negosyo. Sa muling pagkakataon ay nagkita rin sila ni Dave. Hahayaan pa kaya ni Anastasia na kumatok sa puso niya ang binata matapos siya nitong labis na sinaktan? Manumbalik pa kaya ang naudlot nilang pag-iibigan? Makuha kaya ni Dave ang loob ng kambal niyang anak? Paano kung malaman ni Dave ang tunay na pagkatao ni Anastasia?

"A worthless bitch is what you will ever be! " Her husband yelled, his hands swung to hit her across her face! "Why don't you just go and die already, can you stop forcing yourself on him, he will never love you, you're so pathetic! " His mistress spat in disdain and hatred. Aurora James thought she married the love of her life, but he turned out to be her greatest nightmare. When he forced her to bear another man's child, she had no choice but to give up her child. Four years later, broken and shattered, she set out in to find the man who fathered her child. Never in her wildest dream had she except it to be Tremont Stone. The cold-hearted and ruthless Billionaire that owns half of her state! He stared coldly at the tiny ugly woman who had bumped into him. "Who are you, woman! " He thundered. "I want one thing from you, that is my son!"

Aland Wilson, seorang CEO berusia 30 tahun yang siap menikah, namun tak kunjung mendapatkan kekasih hati. Banyak wanita menolaknya karena sifatnya yang angkuh dan sombong. Elina Johan, Gadis magang di kantor Aland yang berparas imut dan lucu itu sangat beruntung bisa masuk dalam kehidupan Aland. Menaklukkan Aland Wilson adalah hal tergila yang pernah Elina lakukan. Keputusannya untuk jatuh cinta kepada pria angkuh dan sombong itu menjadi sebuah tantangan tersendiri untuknya. Hal yang sama ternyata juga dirasakan oleh Aland, dalam diam dia pun mencintai Elina. Karena keangkuhan dan kesombongannya dia tidak tahu bagaimana caranya memperlakukan Elina sebagai kekasihnya. Mampukah Elina merubah Aland menjadi pria yang romantis, ataukah Elina akan menyerah dengan hubungannya dengan pria yang arogan?

"Can you open up your heart to me?" Tyler whispered into her ear in a seductive tone and she could feel her legs become weak, he leaned forward and tried to kiss her but she moved away from him. "This isn't right, Tyler" Emily said sadly. " If loving you is a crime, then I'm willing to rot in jail for the rest of my life, Emily". ************************** Emily Hudson is an Actress, CEO and Heiress to the Hudson's family, she was betrayed by her sister and fiancee Few days to her wedding. that incident shattered her and she swore never to fall in love again until Tyler walked in to her life in an unexpected way and she found herself in a forbidden love with someone younger than her, her bodyguard. They were caught in the web of lies, deceits and betrayal as they fight for their love and what they believe in.