Be Not Afraid Retard Novels & Stories

“I..I’m s..scared mom.. I.. I’m a..afraid.. So a..afraid..” “Of what?? Tell me, my son.. It’s okay. I understand you, and I will always do no matter what it is..” Leona kept caressing his son’s wrecked face. “I.. I am a..afraid I.. I might f..fail you.. a..and d..dad..”

The leader of the thugs, a guy with his hair dyed in freakish red color taunted to Wendel with an amused look. "I want you to apologize, or I'll beat the shit out of you!" Wendel warned, and determined to flaunt his bravery in front of Kaye. "Ha ha ha! This is so funny it almost choked me guys! Do you really think a few lame students like you could be the shit out of us? What makes you think will be taken in your words? Just because you out numbered as?" "Ha ha ha!" The group of thugs spit coldly in response to Wendel's threat.

Keeping his lips very close to my face made me frightened as hell he started laughing. He took a step back and laughed like a monster. Suddenly he got silent. "You said that you are not afraid of me. Look at you, Just a pussy cat" He said that made my anger rushed to my body. " I - Am- Not- Afraid- Of- you" I spatted back " All I feel with closeness is disgust because I HATE YOU, (Nafrat Karte hai hum apse) And to the extent that has no limit. I hate you, your face, your Empire, and everyone related to you" I finished and took long breathes.

"Look at me, baby." Rhoda shook her head, sobbing her heart into her sleeves. Ben asked again in a polite gentle whisper, "Look at me, baby." Slowly, she turned to face him, here nose red like a baby's romp. "You know what scares me the most?" She sniffed. "My beast?" "No." "Then what else are you afraid of, if not that?" "You, Rhoda. You." Her brows creased into a puzzled frown. "Me? Why are you afraid of me?"

Instead talking from the heart. "I'm afraid. I'm afraid that I've hurt you. I'm afraid that I'm not good enough for you. I'm afraid that you will realize that I'm not worth your time, and that you will walk away. I'm afraid that you will resent me. I'm afraid you'll resent our child. I'm afraid that you'll only hate me. I'm afraid I made one of the biggest mistakes of my life. I'm afraid that I won't be enough for this child. I'm afraid of being a mother. I'm afraid of failing. I'm afraid of loving you." I say, not really knowing where that came from.

“Do not fear what you are.” Her voice faded. “Fear what will happen if you deny it.”

“The worst thing you can do to a woman is to force yourself on her. Tell you something Liam motherfucking Wright. You took advantage of me, you forced your fucked up dick into me. You broke me, you animal. This is the last time I'll let you hurt me. From this time onwards, I'll retaliate each time you hurt me. The worst you could do is force yourself on me again or just kill me. Which I'm no longer afraid of. I've gone through hell and survived it. Nothing scares me again.” “Bastard son of a motherfucking slut.”

“Only now have I had anything I was terrified to lose.” “I was afraid to die for so long. Afraid to do anything that made me look crazy. Afraid of trying things. Fear is crippling if you let it in too far. A while ago, I decided I wouldn’t let it hold me back. So it’s okay to be afraid. But don’t let it stop you.” Wow. How profound. And it was that moment I realized how much of a coward I truly was.

London lights filled the sky. Beautiful. Cold. Endless. I placed my hand on the glass. “This time…” I whispered softly. My voice was calm. Steady. “…I will not run.” I closed my eyes. “I will face everything.” Even the past. Even him. Even myself. I opened my eyes again. And for the first time in a long time… I wasn’t afraid of tomorrow.

Not even of Felipe or the nightmares. I was not afraid of anything.