Novel & Cerita Before I Gaze At You Again

Those eyes. Where have I seen those eyes before?

“I reject you, Shane Dacre.” They say saying things three times gives it power. So I lean closer to the mirror, staring right into my eyes, pretending it’s not my wide blue-gray eyes I see but Shane’s bright blue. “I reject you, Shane Dacre.” And then I wait, but of course, nothing changes.

If this is my end I didn't want to awe the pained look on their faces. But one thing changes my mind when I thought about it. Not that I am going to now look at their faces, No, I wasn't going to still do that but I have one person I have to stare at. I have just had to give this person one last evil stare if that is all I can do before my end. I targeted and turned up my gaze towards Grayson and Tristan. I made sure my stare meant what it was intended for to them before I drop down my face…

LYRA’S POV It has been long settled since I was twelve years old–my marriage with Damon. Now I am standing under the glowing natural light, clad in this red dress that smells of sweet lavender and clutching the red roses Aunt Maya carefully picked out specially for this night. The air is nice and moist, the atmosphere is amazing and the moon is slowly showing its face. I stretch my neck towards the walkway. Damon hasn't shown up yet nor his father, Alpha Thorne. Then towards the front row of people and there my best friend in the whole wide world is standing and I see her mouth “Go girl! Luna incoming!”

I open my eyes; so that I could at least see his pretty face. My vision blurs and slowly it starts to get clear. But instead of seeing the love of my life a.k.a Shawn Mendes, I see my baby blue silk pillowcase. I look at my tableside clock, the time flashed, four am. “Ugh, it was a dream again, Lord, when will this happen for real!” On cue, my phone stops blaring. I look up and whisper, “Should I take it as a sign, am I going to unite with the love of my life?”

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b6 I lowered my head, listening to them bid eagerly. Their gazes fell on my skin and without even looking I could sense the twisted emotions in their eyes as they looked at me. Suddenly, I felt another gaze. Stronger, more intense than any of the others. I could feel the pure interest the owner of the gaze held towards me. Unable to hold myself, I looked up, my eyes moving past the crowd to stare at a distance. I couldn't see anyone, but I could feel the person's amusement clearly from their gaze.

"I'm done listening. Leave. I don't want to see you again." But Bradley stepped closer, eyes locked on mine. "What did he mean by 'losing another baby' last night?"

The break didn't last long, and before I knew it, I was back at college. But not even two weeks in, I saw Nathan again, standing outside the campus gates. He looked pale and tired, as if he hadn't been sleeping. When he saw me, his eyes lit up. "Mavis!" I almost pretended not to hear him, but he called out so loudly that I couldn't ignore it. I sighed. "What are you doing here?" "I… I just wanted to see how you're doing." I smiled, trying to keep it light. "I'm doing great. Made lots of new friends here."

Amara Think about Juliet…Think about Juliet… I keep repeating in my head as I gaze into the mirror. At first, my vision swirls, and everything is hazy. I blink my eyes, trying to focus, but everything is too blurry. After a moment, I think I’m going to get stuck like this, but then as if someone turned a television on, my vision sharpens.