HEARTBEAT
Aella scares me, I fear losing her more than I fear having the videos of my worst nightmare flying around.
I have tried to find more suitable words to describe my feelings for her. The word Love doesn't do justice to it...I fear it carries little weight. I burn for her, my heart beats solely for her. I only started living when those blues landed on me. I will die for her, and then rise again to die for her. She is my heartbeat.
I wanted to stay away, I wanted to save her the pain of seeing those videos that would get to her, sooner than later. But I am a selfish man, I couldn't bear another minute without her.