Novel & Cerita Blame Yourself Or God

But suddenly she'd become somber, and she'd quietly whispered, looking into my eyes. "I want to do all of those. But... if... if by any chance this goes downhill, I want you to remember that this is NOT your fault at all. It's not. Maybe I was meant to be this way, so it was bound to happen. Just don't blame yourself, Eves. I can't see you that way. It hurts me that you're feeling guilty of something that was not in our hands more than it hurts me being here like this. So please, just... don't blame yourself, okay?"

Rebecca could see how deeply the owner blamed himself and she felt bad about it. "No uncle, I still think the same. It's not your fault. We are humans, not God. How can we read any human's mind and know how much they could go down to get their point." She rightly responded. "And it's not only you meeting them, but I also met those two guys, however, I did not realize they could be this dangerous…" She shuddered as her mind filled with the last day's incident. After inhaling she added, "So, please stop blaming yourselves. I'm just glad no one was injured."

Almost as if our minds were in sync, he recalled it too. "Babe I'm so sorry." I felt the tears drop, feeling immense guilt for speaking such an unfortunate happening into existence. "It's not your fault babe." He said softly. "I shouldn't have said that. I don't know what came over me." "It was probably God's will anyway." He shrugged. "Forgive me." I said, joining my forehead to his. "There's nothing to forgive. I'm not blaming you." "You're blaming God?" I pulled back slightly. "Maybe."

“You-you don’t blame me?” “No, and you need to stop blaming yourself. The man responsible for this is whom I hold accountable. Grandpa told me he died from his injuries, and now his family has to suffer with the result of his choices. We all do—you included. But you are not to blame, and I need you to stop beating yourself up.”

I know that he won't hesitate to punish anyone and if that happens, it's my fault again. “That's enough, James. We can't blame them if they feel that way. It was my fault after all. I didn't do anything to stop Gideon from punishing some of the wolves who disagree with him,” I muttered at James and was hoping he would listen to me. “Yes, that's it. You should blame yourself because it was your fault, Luna. We will never forget that for the rest of our life and—”

’ Regret fills the bond and I know that she blames herself. I hate this. Mikey blames himself for what happened, and I am sure that his wolf Hades feels the same way. And now even Persephone joins the club. I just wish that we catch that fucking spy and get rid of all these surprise attacks. ‘The fault is not yours to take,’ I tell my wolf. ‘Let’s stop blaming ourselves and find ways to fix all of this. Because if there is someone to blame it would be the spy. And the faster we find that asshole the faster we fix our problems.’

You cry and cry until you're numb, until your eyes don't have anything to give. Then comes the blaming, you find something to blame because it makes you feel better, you blame the person for dying, you blame the person responsible or the sickness responsible. You blame the universe and everyone. What hurts the most is self-blame. You blame yourself for not looking carefully, for not defending, and for not being there or being strong enough. Self Blame is a bitch. So yeah, I understand where Jackson is coming from. “Ashanti?" My eyes snap up to his, he's waiting for my answer. His eyes are full of concern. Fuck that.

I felt so vulnerable and weak. "Mom..." Ajax's voice was barely audible, but his worry touched me through. It was enough to break me. The weight of everything crashed down, and I cried out, calling for Dominic and Ajax. “It’s all my fault! I am the one to blame!” I shouted as I hit my chest multiple times. I blamed myself for every mistake, every wrong turn and bad decision that brought us to this point. “Mom, please. Stop hitting yourself,” Ajax went to my side quickly, comforting me with my own self pity. “It’s not your fault. It’s Yamir!”

I told him with disbelief still in my eyes and tone because how could he even think that it was his fault. "Exactly Layla, then why are you blaming yourself for everything that's happening?" His question went straight to my heart and slapped it. "What do you mean?" I tried to shrugged his question and looked away quickly. "You know exactly what I mean Layla. You know that you are blaming yourself for everything that happened with Aiden. I mean I could tell that one part of your heart blames yourself too. But this is not how everything is happening Layla. Infact it's the complete opposite. But first you need too look at me so I can understand that whether you are trying to understand me or no

“We’re in this together, Aria. Please.” I shook my head, fresh tears welling up in my eyes. “It doesn’t feel like we’re in this together. "You are strong and you can deal with this better, but with me, I'm blaming myself, I feel like it’s all my fault. Like everyone’s blaming me, and I can’t fix it. I can’t fix any of it.”