Blame Yourself Or God Novels & Stories

"If only you believed in Eyshana if only you didn't act like a monster, if only you actually loved her, if only you weren't a fucking sex addict machine, if only...you were a decent human being we wouldn't be here" I was speechless and taken aback. My mouth was slightly opened but no words left. I know what I did was wrong, truly and utterly wrong but...but was I that bad?. His words were spitting out with disgust but his face was pale and dull, increasing the self loath inside me, building up as he continued. "But what's the point of blaming yourself for something that happened in the past? what are you going to get by blaming yourself? As you can see Eyshana has already moved on, she wants

It's either you help me Kade or you stay there blaming yourself. "Feels like my fault," Kade answered

It’s all past now, I should focus on the presence. “I am sorry on my son’s behalf, everything he did to you in the past, he didn’t mean any of it, I failed as a mother and as a husband I know he hates me so much because he thinks I was stupid because I loved his mother foolishly and he hates his mother for leaving us which wasn’t her fault, I caused it all, I am to be blamed.” He added and now I am more curious to understand why he keeps blaming himself for causing everything. “Please sir, don’t blame yourself for everything, if you do, you will remain guilty and might never be happy anymore, life happens to us at times but it’s never our fault.”

I truly made a huge blunder. "For the time being, just stop blaming yourself, okay? That’s the first step." Mom nodded several times and smiled reassuringly at me, but it didn't reach her eyes. I sighed and hid my face in my palms, blaming myself in my head as I cried. "I'm not sure why people are continuously taking advantage of us. Are we ignorant, or is it our compassion that has led to our downfall?" I whispered to myself, and all of my darkest recollections of other people who hurt us came flooding back to me.

I tried to keep my voice steady this time. Lucifer's eyes darkened upon hearing my words. "First of all, what others choose to do is not on you. Do you fucking get that?" He tried to console me, tightening his grip on my chin. "And blaming yourself for it is plain fucking stupid. You really cannot blame yourself for being born." I wanted to argue and say something back, but he put his finger on my lips. "And how do you know that this was not what was fucking planned all along? Maybe that's what those fucking Gods had in mind when they wrote that prophecy."

“I have been a troublemaker. I am sure you regret meeting me,” I said, a smirk on my face. “Well, I would do the same if I were in your shoes. It makes enough sense that you hate me.” Julian sighed, “I never knew you knew how to be pathetic.” “What!” I exclaimed. “I am telling you my inner thoughts but you think it’s pathetic behavior? Well, I guess it is.” “Listen up…” Julian told me calmly. “Blaming yourself for the misfortunes of my life is a very bad move. You ruined nothing. I’d like to believe that everything that happened between us was the work of fate.”

he snorts with disdain. “A God?” “A long time ago, he was hurt and ever since then he has taken his pain out on others. At one point he nearly destroyed the world. Still to this day he will blame everyone around him for his pain, and never take responsibility for his actions,” he says, his tone turning angrier as he speaks. “Are you that God?” I ask curiously.

“Lucifer?” “Yeah. He was upset us humans blame him for the reason of our pain and suffering and all the evil deeds in the world. He said he isn’t the blame and that The Almighty gives us free will, that we pretty much do it to ourselves.” She turned then to face Gabriel. “It made me realize I was doing the same thing. I was blaming both The Almighty and Lucifer for my problems for my curse…I never wanted to accept myself because others hadn’t.” “But you know that wasn’t true. Xavier…”

“ Listen Diana, I have so many reasons to despise you. You tore my marriage apart. I may never blame you for the partiality of the couple who raised us, but I hold you accountable for ruining my happiness.” The brightness of her black ringed eyes flickered. The sharpness of her glare faltered, replaced by an almost palpable glow of guilt. Eyes averted, she stared blankly at the wall. “ You shouldn't always blame me for your misfortune.” “ Really?” “ Who then should I blame? My fate? God?” “ Was it God who descended and took one of my twins from me? Was he the one who announced the stillbirth?” “ Diana, you clearly said you have gone too far in your twisted desire to be with Roman. You said i

I will bring nothing but disaster ‘ ‘ Achelois, that is not true. i… I am the one to be blamed. If not for me… you wont be cursed. You won’t be in that situation. do not ever blame yourself. Resent me! I am the one to be blamed! Achelois… please… I beg of you. Do not give up your life…. ‘