LORENZO, MY FATHER'S BEST FRIEND
The specific quality of his attention was something I'd learned to recognize like a change in air pressure — something shifting, focusing, landing on me with that particular weight.
I kept reading.
"What," I said.
"Nothing."
"You're doing the thing."
"What thing."
I looked up from my book. "The thing where you look at me like you've already decided something and you're just waiting for me to catch up."
Something moved in his expression. "I already decided."
The afternoon light came through the window behind him in long warm lines, catching the gray at his temples, the angle of his jaw. He was looking at me with that specific quality of attention that still, after all this time, made thinking