As the moon began to rust
It was of the forced, commanded, unbearable sort, which you got lost in, as you couldn't leave it even when you desperately needed someone.
Chosen solitude is a luxury. Very different from this one: a reclusion that held you captive in sarney days and endless emptiness. Something was missing. Something more than just the human touch. It was missing in the streets, the flats, in people's faces. Most of the time, no one saw anyone, but when they did they saw it in each other's eyes. A lack of life, lack of freedom, lack of meaning. Lacking future, and - in the year of longing - some had even given up on longing, because it was too painful.
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