Broken By My Mate Novels & Stories

The bond throbbed, raw and furious, like it had been torn open all over again. “Did I really just talk back to him?” I whispered into the empty room. My heart pounded wildly. Artemis crouched beside me inside my mind, breathing hard but resolute. You did. And you should have. Tears burned my eyes, but I forced them back. He was our mate. Our equal. Even if the bond was broken, even if it was scarred and bleeding, it was still there. I pressed my palm flat against my chest. “I will endure,” I whispered. “Whatever he throws at me.”

“Yes sir— He stretched the last word so hard, I could feel him break. Earlier, I was the one following him when he didn’t want it and now, I was the one breaking this off. Not like I was breaking this off, it was also painful for me. But I couldn’t bear the fact that he was my mate, how the heck would he be able to cope? Dominick would be a target for everyone and I didn’t want it that way. “Tell Lamita I have to be somewhere”

My voice matched his intensity, though I lowered it slightly—afraid someone might overhear. “I can’t take you as my mate, Alera.” His gaze was unreadable. Why did that hurt so much? His rejection sliced through me, adding another wound to the ones I had yet to heal. “It’s okay. We were never meant to be.” I forced a smile on my lips. “I hope you find your true mate someday.” I wiped away the tear that had fallen. I couldn’t stand there any longer. I walked away, carrying the pain that was slowly breaking down the defenses I’d built.

It was sharp, cold, and the most excruciating thing I'd ever felt. My hand flew to my chest as I held onto the wall for support. For a moment, it felt like I couldn't breathe. "Kage! Are you alright?" Finn came closer, holding me. A painful grunt escaped me as the pain got worse. The feeling was similar to death; like a part of me was dying. Suddenly, it dawned on me. As soon as it did, my whole world crumbled. It was the mate bond. It was broken. Belly was dead.

Jeff’s pov “I told you countless times beta Jeff you cannot break the mate bond that you have with your mate. It is there for a reason, it cannot be broken and forcefully breaking it would lead to madness of either party. Please, I employ you to forget this and move on with your life. She's your mate for a reason. Do not think of breaking this.” I growled and got to my feet, pacing around impatiently, then I turned to her.

"Alright, we'll be back as soon as we can." After I get off the phone my mind begins to wonder off. I know the other think I'm being paranoid with Muriel, but like I said she's the only thing I have left from my two dearest friends. She's the only thing I have left from the girl that was the first girl I have ever loved. It just wasn't met to be when she found out that Grey was her true mate. After Grey was killed in battle leaving Victoria and their unborn pup that I decide to give up my mate to take care of them. I was planning on after her giving birth is to mark her as my mate, even if that met, I'll lose my true mate forever and hurting her in the process. After she gave birth to Muriel

He grinned and turned to face me, resting his hand upon the counter, releasing a large sigh. “I am fully aware that we are mates Emily. And I have a genuine fondness for you, and yes, I can feel the mate pull. I nearly marked you this morning. But I must refrain and mark Bridgette tonight when I mate with her. Nothing against you my dear, but frankly, you are not good enough to be my Luna or the mother of my pups.” His words caused my tears to cease, I felt as though I had been neatly slapped across the face. I stared at him blankly, then took a step back and grabbed the vase sitting on the table nearest to me and through it just past his head, crashing into the vanity mirror and shattering.

Although I wasn’t ready to admit that I was going to be Queen, it didn’t give her the right to yell at me over something her mate had done. “I would do anything for my mates, that is true. But my mates weren’t the ones to offer up someone else’s mate as a Vampires Dinner,” I said, my voice laced with anger as I spoke. I could see the tears falling from her cheeks as she kept her head bowed in front of me. “My mates didn’t commit treason.”

“But your Beta told me what happened. How are you holding up?” I looked at her, dumbfounded, as she poured tea into the empty cup and slid it across the table toward me. What could I say? I was shattered. I had barely found my mate, and even though she had been adamant in her rejection of me, the breaking of our bond had nearly destroyed me. I wasn’t even sure how I had survived, that was unheard of among marked mates. I plopped into the empty chair, accepting the tea as I considered my next words.

I broke her, if i'm being honest both of us will be broken forever. We will feel it until the day we die. Breaking a mate bond, It shouldnt never happen to anyone. The pain in that moment shook me to my core, still lingers under my skin. A void in my soul that cant be replaced or filled. I feel it everyday and it doesnt get easier. When I close my eyes, I can still see her eyes full of tears and disappointment. I've resigned myself to the fact, this is how it will be. Me hating myself for what I've dont to her, What I have done to us.