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"Henceforth, you will live here. You belong to me now." Ryan declared, his deep voice slicing through my defenses. --- At just twenty-two, Jack Harris was on the brink of despair in the dangerous Stone City. Alone in the world and struggling to survive, he was ready to give up. Then, he crossed paths with Ryan Thompson, the man who held the city in his grasp. By day, Ryan was a charming CEO; by night, he ruled as the feared Mafia boss. Rather than seeing Jack as a victim, Ryan perceived him as the universe's gift to him. He offered Jack a chance at life, unaware that the price would entail facing his deepest fears. Ryan quickly became fixated on Jack, drawn in by the very terror Jack embodied. After enduring a series of pain, terrifying BDSM and displays of dominance, Jack ultimately surrendered, marking the most significant compromise of his life.

As a male Omega, stepping onto the ice was never supposed to be my dream. Hockey belonged to Alphas—strong, dominant, born to conquer both the rink and everyone on it. Omegas like me were meant to stay hidden, protected, controlled. But hiding had never been enough. The World Hockey Academy was the only place powerful enough to shield my identity, the only place my adoptive father—its Dean—believed I could survive. To the public, it was an elite sports academy. To those like me, it was a prison disguised as opportunity. To them… it was Alpha Academy. From the moment I arrived, I swallowed suppressants like oxygen. Every breath had to be measured. Every movement controlled. A single slip—one flare of Omega scent—and I would be exposed. I had to skate like an Alpha. Fight like an Alpha. Bleed like one. On the ice, weakness wasn’t forgiven. That was when I noticed him. The strongest Alpha in the academy. The storm everyone feared. His presence alone made my knees weaken, my instincts scream in panic and hunger all at once. His golden eyes tracked me every time I touched the puck, sharp and suspicious, as if he already sensed something was wrong. During practice, we crashed into each other. The impact sent us both sprawling across the ice—but it was his hand gripping my jersey, his scent crashing over me, that shattered my control. My suppressants burned uselessly in my veins. His lips curved slowly, dangerously, as he leaned close enough for his breath to brush my ear. “Funny,” he murmured, voice low and certain. “For an Alpha… you smell like prey.” My heart slammed against my ribs. If he figured it out, everything would end. And yet— my Omega instincts whispered something far worse. I wanted him closer.

Elias Rivers has always blended into the background—quiet, obedient, and hidden behind a smile that never quite reaches his eyes. But when "Blue," the mysterious and unapologetically bold new boy, transfers to school, Elias’s carefully constructed world begins to unravel. As their lives tangle and secrets start to surface, Elias must confront the truths he's spent years avoiding. What does it mean to love someone you're not supposed to? And what happens when being yourself might cost you everything? Becoming Blue is a tender, heartbreaking, and ultimately hopeful journey of love, identity, and finding the courage to be seen.

Edwin Reed did what he had to do to survive selling his body to pay his mother’s medical bills and keep his younger sister safe. When his mother dies, Edwin walks away from that life for good, determined to start over. One last mistake changes everything. The man from his past turns out to be Daniel Ashcroft the billionaire CEO of the company where Edwin has just landed a life-changing internship. In the boardroom, Daniel is cold and untouchable. Behind closed doors, the connection between them is dangerous, secret, and impossible to ignore. As buried secrets resurface and enemies from Daniel's past close in, Edwin discovers he may have been pulled into a corporate war far bigger than either of them. Trust shatters. Loyalties are tested. And love becomes the most dangerous risk of all. Because when power, sacrifice, and desire collide, someone always pays the price.

Simon meminum afrodisiak secara tidak sengaja dan berada dalam kondisi kritis. Sebagai dokter keluarga, aku dipaksa menjadi penawarnya. Aku pun langsung hamil karena rahimku subur. Setelah menikah dengannya, aku melahirkan sepasang anak kembar yang cerdas. Namun setelah menikah, Simon tidak mengizinkan anak-anak untuk memanggilnya ayah, dia menghabiskan sepanjang hari mabuk-mabukan sambil memandangi foto pujaan hatinya. Di tahun kesepuluh pernikahan kami, dia membakarku dan anak-anakku hidup-hidup hingga kami tewas di ruang bawah tanah. Rupanya, selama ini Simon membenciku dari lubuk hatinya karena aku pernah menyelamatkannya. Dia bersikeras bahwa aku sengaja campur tangan saat dia paling lemah hanya untuk mengaitkan diri dengan orang berkuasa. Hal itu membuat hubungannya dengan pujaan hatinya retak dan menyebabkan mental wanita itu rusak hingga meninggal dalam kecelakaan mobil. Ketika aku membuka mata, aku mendapati diriku kembali di hari Simon meminum afrodisiak. Kali ini, aku sengaja membiarkan wanita idamannya menyelamatkannya dan memilih untuk pergi ke ruang belajar...

"Aldo, kamu punya film dewasa nggak? Malam ini aku kesepian banget sampai rasanya tersiksa." Tengah malam itu, tante mendorong pintu kamar tidurku. Dia mengenakan pakaian dalam seksi yang memamerkan lekuk tubuh padat dan kulit putih mulusnya. Aku yang sedang memakai stokingnya untuk memuaskan diri langsung kaget, lalu segera menutupi tubuh menggunakan selimut. "Tante, kok masuk nggak ketuk pintu dulu sih?" Wajahnya memerah. "Aku gatal nggak karuan, om kamu yang payah itu sama sekali nggak bisa muasin aku." "Cepat cariin aku beberapa film yang lebih merangsang, aku mau beresin sendiri." Aku meraba milikku yang sudah mengeras, lalu menjawab sambil terkekeh, "Gimana kalau aku aja yang bantu nyelesain?"

Pada hari pertama pernikahan kami, aku berkata kepada suamiku yang merupakan seorang presdir, "Aku nggak keberatan kalau kamu jatuh cinta sama orang lain kelak. Tapi kalau orang itu berani buat keributan di depanku, kamu nggak akan pernah melihatku lagi." Jadi, ketika suamiku itu jatuh cinta pada seorang guru perempuan di sekolah, dia hanya bisa menyembunyikannya. Dia memberikan apa pun yang diinginkan wanita itu, tetapi melarangnya muncul di depanku. Hanya saja, wanita simpanan itu malah sangat tidak patuh mentang-mentang dimanjakan suamiku. Dia yang hamil malah membual di hadapanku. "Yudha sendiri yang bilang dia nggak pernah mencintaimu. Dia menikahimu cuma demi dapatkan keuntungan dari Keluarga Lorandi. Lebih baik kamu gugurkan kandunganmu dan bercerai dengannya secepat mungkin. Kalau tunggu sampai Yudha mencampakkanmu, kamu nggak akan dapatkan sepeser pun!" Aku tersenyum dan menghubungi nomor ayahku. "Tarik investasi untuk Grup Cengkara! Aku mau cerai."

Saat kabar kematian suami asuh itu datang, aku tidak menangis dan tidak buat keributan. Aku justru segera menarik kembali saham miliknya dan mengurus surat kematian. Aku melakukan semua itu karena aku telah terlahir kembali. Di kehidupan sebelumnya, ayah khawatirkan aku, putri keluarga terkaya akan menderita setelah menikah. Sehingga beliau memilihkan tiga orang suami asuh, lelaki yang sejak kecil dibesarkan untuk menjadi pendampingku. Dari ketiganya, aku memilih Kevin yang paling menonjol untuk jadi suamiku, tetapi baru tiga hari setelah pernikahan, dia tiba-tiba meninggal mendadak. Dalam kesedihan, atas bujukan dua orang lainnya, aku memadamkan niat untuk menikah lagi dan menjalani hidup sebagai janda hingga akhir hayat. Namun, pada usia 80 tahun, ketika aku kembali ke Provens, tempat kenangan cinta kami, aku justru melihat Kevin yang telah mati 60 tahun lalu. Dia hidup bersama pengasuhku yang dulu menghilang, dikelilingi anak dan cucu dan menikmati kehidupan yang begitu bahagia. Aku menyadari telah ditipu seumur hidupku. Amarah membuat pandanganku menggelap, lalu aku meninggal akibat pendarahan otak. Ketika kembali membuka mata, aku mendapati diriku telah kembali ke hari saat kabar kematiannya pertama kali datang. Aku ingin melihat sendiri bagaimana seorang mayat tanpa nama dan identitas bisa terus hidup.

[ The Fiction Awards 2019 Winner ••• Best Of Lgbt ] Steven turned back around and was headed to his room, he unlocked the door and went inside, just as he was about closing the door, he felt a push and David stepped into the room and clicked the door locked. Eyes back on Steven's like a predator about to pounce on its prey, one painful yet slow step and another he took, while the other stepped back until he was pressed against the wall. With no place to run to, Steven stopped. Eyes on David as he took his last step forward. "W-what are you doing?" "God, you're beautiful." "W-what." "I want to kiss you so badly that my heart burns from just the thoughts of it." "D-David." "Kiss me, Steven, please!" And kiss him he did... DAVID+STEVEN=BEST-FRIEND'S. DAVID IS MARRIED. STEVEN IS SINGLE. #BOY ROMANCE. WARNING: SAD ENDING.

BLURB .... nonymous 2:0: How does it feels like to drown?, To be covered not in water, but with the blood of this damn life.. I have experienced that, and trust me when I say am an expert on everything that's bad, you name it: Murder, bullying, depression... Everything!, and I had decided to live with that...Oh god, I was fine living that way and literally thought that would be how the last years of my university would go, but fuck, I was so damn wrong immediately he appeared along, the pest, and the dumbass roommate, I have never wanted: That dickhead, LUCAS! LUCAS: As a student who won a scholarship during his third year to a new university, life's gonna be pretty hard, meaning I would have to catch up with the notes, lectures blah blah blah (You know the rest), but what I actually cared about was to make friends, get along with my new roommate, and graduate happily like any other happy ever after, but what the fuck happened?... All my dreams immediately crashed down when I moved in and met him...The university demon, MY DEAR ROOMMATE! Note: This is a bl novel, not straight, and some parts are dark, but don't let it scare you away, cause what's a novel without romance and spice?....