Wait for Me Past the Blue Line
I disappeared in the year Sebastian Ferraro loved me most.
For thirteen years, he never got an explanation.
And for thirteen years, I punished myself by never watching his games, never saying his name, and never thinking about the promise we made in that old hockey rink.
Until I returned to this city and saw a faded poster outside the abandoned arena.
Sebastian was only seventeen in the photo.
He stood at the center of the ice, bright-eyed and fearless, with one sentence printed beneath him:
Wait for me past the blue line.
That was his promise to me.
And I had missed it for thirteen years.
Later, I collapsed inside his arena.
When I woke up, the boy I had once failed was standing beside my hospital bed.
Only he was no longer a boy.
He was a professional hockey star.
The heir to the Ferraro crime family.
And a man whose fiancée was about to marry him.
I wanted to tell him why I had left all those years ago.
But he looked at me and said coldly,
“The past is over. Don’t cause any misunderstandings.”
That was when I finally understood.
I no longer had the right to disturb his life.
So I smiled, swallowed every truth I had kept buried, and booked a flight to New Zealand.
I thought leaving was the last thing I could do for him.
Until that plane disappeared from radar.
The news spread through the whole city.
Everyone said Sebastian Ferraro lost control at the airport.
He went through the passenger list again and again, screaming my name like a man who had already lost everything.