Beautifully Ruined : Bound by The Mafia's Debt
Her father had broken her with a single sentence, tossed off in a moment of panic, no forethought in it at all.
Luca had broken her methodically, deliberately, exactly the way he did everything else, and there was something almost unbearable about the difference between those two kinds of ruin, one careless, one intentional, without either of them offering her anything resembling comfort in return.
She fell asleep eventually, still searching anyway, and found nothing there to comfort her at all.