Dearest Self Novels & Stories

Chapter 47: Part 2 * Dare to be someone no one ever thought you'd be. Dare to become the best version of yourself. Dare to work on your self-development rather than spending time doing meaningless things. I Dare you! ---- Queenebunoluwa15.* * Happy New month, guys!!! I hope and pray that this new month brings us all, happiness and joy. * At that moment, Perfect by Ed Sheeran began playing in the background. I found a love for me

Everything I need is right here, in this moment, in this home, in this sunrise that promises another day of becoming who I was always meant to be. The best revenge isn't revenge at all. It's living beautifully. And I am. God, I really am.

I am not broken". Emma and I said at the same time. "AhaHhaaahaaa" that witch laughed and then said," If both of you aren't broken than who is the one which is broken. Is it me? Denying the reality doesn't change it but it'll make you feel better". Emma and I looked at each other and then again to that witch. She continued," One is trying to fight with none other than himself and the other is trying to fight her destiny. Oh, it's so interesting. But remember that the fight with your own self is the harder one. Tell me. Why are you both here?"

"I'm not even doing anything...why can't I just be myself.. is that wrong?" "I'm warning you Precious... better be yourself pretty soon before you find yourself homeless..."

"You don't know but people always doubled look on you when you passed them, why not? A goddess was just walking like she was just a ordinary person." He let me stare at his face. "Look, Milda. I want you to accept your self first before you accept someone in you life. I want you to trust yourself that you can do whatever you want without worrying what others will say. I want you to know you self first. And while doing that? I'm just here, behind you, following whatever you do, and supporting you. Love your self too baby, please... Don't be so harsh to you self. I'm telling you, you are worth everything in this world. And don't forget this... I like you so much... So, so much..."

I start remember every word I wrote in the letter as I sat in the plane with mom and sister. 'Dearest one, thank you for loving me. This summer was the best I have had in my entire life,thank you for that. Sadly things ended on a sad note but what happened made me realize that I need to focus on myself. That is what I'm going to do now,I'm going make myself a better person, start loving myself more. Loving you was the best thing for me, but you didn't feel the same way because there was someone BEFORE ME ,who was your true love, your lucky star.

A/P "We forget our pain when we find out about the dearest and nearest person in hurt , agonizing and heart wreaking pain whom you love by heart." ~A/N

He bit his lower lip. I scowled. "I'm straight!!! I'm not into any gender. I'm just into me." "You love yourself a lot, don't you?" He asked with a small smile. I nodded. "A lot!! More than you can ever imagine, loving your ownself is far more better than loving someone who keeps breaking your heart into pieces again and again." He nodded too in approval. I know I'm smart!! "Well, I permit you to hug me whenever you're depressed or stressed." I said it in rich British

"You must also bear in mind that nothing can last for your whole life, not youth, not beauty, and that your lover may not accompany you to grow old, and that even your money might be gone someday." "Therefore, you must learn to rely on yourself, and learn to live by yourself. Because only your own capabilities will stay with you for the rest of your life and it can definitely save you from every depth of despair." "Do you understand? Just like when I started studying jewelry design and you did not understand me. You said, wasn't it good to stay at home with someone making the money and keeping me? Why did I push myself so hard?" "But even though I knew he would never abandon me, I had to ach

I started typing. Not a to-do list. Not a message. Just… thoughts. Things I needed to remind myself. You are not your past. You are not your depression. You are not your mistakes. You are not your fears. You are not defined by who you were when you were hurting. You are allowed to grow. You are allowed to change. You are allowed to choose differently. You are allowed to love without losing yourself. You are allowed to walk away if something no longer serves you. You are allowed to stay if something still does.