Dearest Self Novels & Stories

Love who you are and make the best out of life. Protect those and what you love without fear if you've got the chance to. Don't wait till you lose them because the feeling of that pain is greater and incurable. This is who I am now, a warrior. And I love how I was created. To anyone who will oneday come across my diary, remember to love yourself first". GISELLA. ************ She heaved a sigh as she returned the diary back in her drawer where she took it from. Just then, she heard the door rack opened.

I nod confidently. At this moment, I promise myself that I will never return to this place ever again and never look back at those people who stooped so low and hurt me.

“I’ve got better things to do than hand out forgiveness just because you feel guilty now.” “This isn’t a waste of time!” Dax snapped. “We came all this way to apologize!” I looked at him. Really looked. Dax. My golden-eyed brother. Once my favorite person in the world. “You want to know why it’s like this?” I said. My voice stayed even. “Because I used to love you all too much.” Then I turned and walked away. They didn’t follow.

“Stop.” “I’m not going to stop.” She reached over and flicked my ear the way she used to when we were twenty and I was being an idiot. “So here’s what we’re going to do. You are going to stop pretending this is just a job and a couch and a very generous cousin. And I am going to stay here long enough to make sure you actually do something about it before you convince yourself you don’t deserve it.” I stared at the carpet. My chest felt too tight and too loose at the same time. “He’s my cousin, Maya.”

she whimper after a while staring at his face with Jane taking a deep breath and exhaling trying to hold back her tears avoiding his gaze. You just don't know Jane... what I'm going through... I don't even believe in myself, don't know who I am. Actually, One of the best times to find out about myself is to look at my heart and what do you really want in life? Right after deciding, I don't remember everything, but I tried... Losing the one you love is one thing. Losing yourself? is another. It's a bigger loss. I don't want that to happen again, after I found my heart choose today ... When you fought yourself for me to find the real me... I just wanted to be someone, to mean something to ever

I paused, collecting my thoughts. His eyes widened, and he took an involuntary step back, as though my words had scalded him. Stepping forward, I invaded his personal space once more. "But you're my monstrosity." Artemy inhaled audibly, his shoulders slumping. "Can you fathom my message? I embrace you for your entirety. You belong to me in every facet. Thus, I implore you to cease this self-deprecation. I determine what I deserve, and I affirm that we deserve one another."

I feel really blessed to have you. Keep smiling! You all are precious to me. Don't forget to love yourself. Love, Mahek_Salvatore. .......................

CHAPTER 1: THE THRESHOLD In life, what do you cherish the most? Money? Your pride? Your family? Your friends? In my case, I don't know. As the next in line, I was taught to love my people the most more than myself. I need to prioritize them as what my father always says, your people is like a cell in your body, if one doesn’t want to respect you, they will spread like a virus that's why you need to inject fear to them or they will slowly kill you without you knowing.

"Dear, I want to tell you something, listen carefully, never think that you are bad that is why you suffered. About your family, I just want to say they lost a gem. Almighty gave them a gem but they did not know its worth. I know you always crave for love from your dear ones. But, dear something we dear ones can hurt us. Sometimes you can get the worst pain from the person you love most. As for dear ones well, they will come and go too. And dear, I hate to say it, most of them in fact pretty much all of them are going to break your heart. But you can not give up because if you give up, you will never find your soulmate. You will never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for ever

You be at rise just as anyone sane. Amen. You be there. Life needs you. You are the rise for which you pray. Self. Self is the thickest layer existent in you. Preserve self for you, for the globe. You, not just in the end but daily, be you. Daily be you. Amen. You create self as new as you, as old as the world. May your self-knowledge bloom. That’s the joy. That’s the joy for you. Amen. The joy of pain, when it heals away and you see not dust on your feet but the desire to run and be safe too. When you read to learn and learn more than you yesterday knew. When you read aloud and add your knowledge to it too.