Ennui X Anxiety Novels & Stories

My nervousness lasts throughout the rest of the day, even after we leave the store. I can’t shake off my anxiety even once I’m geting ready for bed. Every second, I replay the interaction between Katrina and I. If Katrina already despises me that much, who knows what she’s telling other people? Who knows what she’s going to tell Aiden’s family?

**CONNOR** Alannah turned to continue the movie but I just couldn’t concentrate, I looked over at Adrian and I think he felt the same way, he was eating his nails, an act he does whenever he is anxious, scared or worried. Will my dad really go this far? I was asking myself, I knew he wouldn’t stop but I wasn’t expecting that he’d go this far, I’m more worried about my friends, they’re in danger now because of me. I pinched the bridge of my nose now, I’m really stressed.

Declan, on the other hand, makes me want to smack his face hard, they keep coming at me so hard my head is spinning. “You okay, sis?” Amber asked, shaking my shoulder. I shook my head, jolting out of thoughts. I was being pooled by my thoughts again. I have been experiencing some sort of anxiety disorder for a week now. I haven't told anyone about it because it doesn't seem like anything to worry about. However, for every attack, my heart practically aches. “Why are you sweating all of a sudden, Kira?” Carl inquired, standing up, to hold onto my hand. Miguel also joined him. Amber's eyes darted back and forth.

I knew it by the familiar look on her face that she was deep in thought. Upon informing her about my kingdom and my position in it, she had said nothing. The wait was killing me. Her silence was tearing me to bits. I realized then that the heightened senses, the weight in chest, the great discomfort, they were all due to anxiety. I was scarcely ever anxious or nervous - if at all - and so I was not well accustomed to whatever was happening. Not even in times of war, when I knew my enemies were drawing closer had I felt this way. This woman, standing right their drew something from inside me. She was able to reach into me and bring out my deepest insecurities.

He stood up to remove his pant while my eyes roamed around, looking for some way to get out of this situation without getting hurt. "Relax Nikki!" I heard the soothing voice of Xaphan that calmed me down. It is then I realized that the bluetooth was on all this time and Xaphan was hearing all the conversation. "Take deep breaths and don't panic" he further instructed. How did he know that anxiety is taking it's toll on me when there is no one in the room except me and Antonio. I shook my head to throw the unnecessary thoughts out of my head and focused on his instructions.

EREN POV Anxiety!!! A word that doesn't go well with my condition. What to do, to get my nerves under control. I am so worried. I feel like the tension is going to kill me any moment now. ' Why isn't Octavia back yet, she should be back by now, after all mom has been back for about 20 minutes now'- I wonder pacing back and forth. " Eren would you stay still. You're going to make me dizzy" Bennis, my childhood friend and psychiatrist says rolling her eyes.

Jessica said, pouring Enne a cup of hot tea. "Thank you, Jessica," Enne replied with a small smile, trying to hide the feelings of anxiety that surrounded her. The morning passed quietly. Enne enjoyed her breakfast in silence, accompanied by the sound of the winter wind blowing softly from outside the window. However, as the afternoon wore on, her anxiety became unstoppable. Altair had not returned yet, and that strange feeling was pressing down on her heart. What was going on out there?

I didn't know if her words were very serious or just a new agreement I would sign after the contract to pretend to be her fiancé expired. "Hey, don't daydream. Your work won't get done if you sit around like this." Mina's voice brought me to my senses. I turned around and smiled at her. Mina must be aware of the anxiety I'm feeling right now. So far, I've very rarely shown any anxiety while working. I'm always focused on my work without any thoughts of trouble, like right now. Mr. Enrick and Uncle Martin have been draining my mind lately, especially when uncle needed a large sum of money. I really couldn't think straight, and the incident of meeting Mr. Enrick was between luck and a new prob

Doona was not impressed with his simple answer. "I don't want to keep living like this." Doona clenched her fists as she looked solemnly down. Doona had been bullied growing up, and the trauma created an apprehension towards men but after an incident in Seoul she developed this severe anxiety. Now she could not be around them unless they stood far from her.

Lena's Point Of View (Bad Anxiety.) "How many times would I tell you that you are freaking me out! I have very bad anxiety."I stayed on the ground for a while trying to get myself to relax. This was what I faced all the time and as much as I hated him to see me in such a state I couldn't stop myself. I was shaking and needed to calm my nerves down "This is bad!" I heard him mutter before turning to look back at the picture. Dante dipped his hand into his hair, ruffling it, while I tried to stay calm. All this was happening because of him, how would he want me to be someone else?