For My Derelict Beloved Novels & Stories

“This is beyond lust. Beyond desire. You’re in my blood, in my fucking soul. You belong to me.” I breathed her in, my obsession, my weakness, my ruin. “Please… love me back,” I begged in a broken whisper. "Please." She closed her eyes, inhaling deeply, and when she opened them again, it was like she had stitched herself back together. “Kester…” She exhaled my name, barely a whisper, and I searched her eyes, waiting for the words she would say like a sinner waiting for his death sentence. "Yes, Mine?" I replied, urging her to speak.

I was certain no one would find her in time. Satisfied, I turned and walked away. 'Sophia, your days are numbered. I'll destroy everything you cherish.'

he was madly in love with his wife, tears started to fall from her eyes and she sat in the ground I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I'm still right here What have I become? My sweetest friend

O karam khudaya hai tujhe maine jo paaya hai tujhpe marke hi to mujhe jeena aaya hai O tere sang yaara khushrang bahara tu raat deewani main zard sitaara O tere sang yaara khushrang bahara tere bin ab to na jeena gawaara (With you, O beloved, the spring is colorful, without you now, I wouldn't want to live.)

Only remembered. Only loved. And in that love, I live forever. The rejected moon was never broken. It was only waiting to be seen. ---

“When Grace died, Nathaniel was too young to understand. He would wake up every morning and wait for her in her room or the garden thinking she’d left before he woke. It took a few months before he realised… she was never coming back, he wailed. Everyone needs a mother; many have, and the lucky few have good ones. You are not ridiculous. Everyone deserves that kind of love, Sarang. The safest place to be is a mother’s arms.” Tears welled in Sarang’s eyes. He tightened his grip on Lucian, who carried him without a word. Once they returned to the inn, Lucian tucked Sarang to bed. Lucian headed for his bed when Sarang mumbled for his attention. “I want to give you something.” Sarang whispered a

"My beloved, Your father has become more delusional in the way that he is thinking. If you ask me, I say that he has always been this way. Being here, I am sadly reminded that I have lost you and even possibly myself. My beloved, I so wish that you shall prove me wrong. I wish that you shall drag me out of this hole and that I shall be faced with your beautiful face again. But fate seems to remind me over and over once more that it shall never happen. I am sorry, my beloved. I place too much faith in others. It seems to be a rather annoying talent. And once again, I did it with your father, and believe me; I will always regret it. As with everything that I have done, I can only hope that you

Their souls seemed to transcend every barrier, reaching the she-wolf they She smiled faintly at them. This was something they would never possess. They held absolute power in their hands and lived in the lap of luxury, yet they could never again touch that warmth they once knew. Remorse would haunt them for the rest of their lives, plunging them into daily cycles of agony and relentless torment. They would never find happiness again. They had lost their love. They had lost Serena. For all the days of their lives, they would never again know a single moment of joy.

His presence is a discordant note in the melody of my devotion, a relentless thorn that pricks at my patience. Yet, my love for you, Hyacinth, is a force beyond measure, a boundless ocean that knows no shore. It is a love that consumes, that burns with an intensity that defies reason. Though I have not yet unveiled the full extent of my adoration, I swear to you, my cherished one, that I will liberate you from this burden. His misery shall find its end, and in its place, a new dawn shall rise—a dawn where only you and I remain, entwined in the eternal garden of our love.

he whispered, his breath warm against my ear. I gulped and leaned into him, feeling the safety of his presence. I closed my eyes briefly, gathering my courage before opening them to meet his gaze in the mirror. The reflection revealed a new sense of burning desire, an overwhelming need to scratch the lust I felt for him. “I want you to put it in me,” I whispered, my voice trembling with a mixture of anticipation and vulnerability, still surprised that my hidden desires were being discovered by the man I was so madly in love with.