Novel & Cerita Hate Being Sober Lyrics

It just all in our head messing it up, it's useless to hate a masterpiece just because of some asshole who betrayed me. What to do our humans are like that, always waiting to blame something over someone. I click on the play button while increasing the volume all the while stepping down the stairs cautiously. Whispers in the background, behind closed doors I got myself in a mess and without you, I'm in more Oh, I'm a little drunk now, that's why I went to war Oh, yeah, you are my sober when I'm on the floor Can't see when I'm fallin', losing myself

I turn it over, I turn it over I loved and I loved and I lost you I loved and I loved and I lost you I loved and I loved and I lost you And it hurts like hell -Cut by Plumb I’m not a stranger No, I am yours With crippled anger And tears that still drip sore A fragile flame aged With misery And when our eyes meet I know you’ll see I do not want to be afraid I do not want to die inside just to breathe in I’m tired of feeling so numb Relief exists I find it when I am cut I may seem crazy Or painfully shy And these scars wouldn’t be so hidden If you would just look me in the eye I feel alone here and cold here Though I don’t want to die But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills i

Lies, tell me lies, baby, tell me how you hate me Hate me, hate me, tell me how you hate me Tell me how I'm trash and you could easily replace me Tell me that I'm strung out, wasted on the daily Prolly 'cause there's no one around me numbin' all my pain Prolly 'cause there's no umbrella to shield me from all the rain Probably because you're the one playin' the mind games You hate me because I don't let you play no mind games They give me migraines and damage my brain Date me, break me, easily replace me Hopefully you see it clear, hopefully it's HD Bet you wonder why the last few months I've been spacey In your head, I sing And tell me how you hate me, hate me, still tryna replace me Chase m

Feelin' good, I'm feelin' great Tired of the fuckin' hate Stackin' cheese all on my plate So outside of my misery, I think I'll find A way of envisioning a better life For the rest of us, the rest of us There's hope for the rest of us, the rest of us” She thought to herself how these lyrics were so related to her life,”Okay, she keep cryin', she keep cryin' every single night Day and night, on my mind, please don't kill the vibe Oh no, I swear to God, I be in my mind Swear I wanna die, yeah, when you cross my- Said I wanna die, yuh No, I'm not alright, yuh I might start a riot I'm so fuckin' tired, yuh”

If love is pain then set me on fire Keep lifting me higher in your veins If love is pain then throw me in the water When I’m going under save me again I wipe my tears that escaped from my eyes and took a break from writing. I sigh heavily as I wipe my eyes with my hands. I rub it for a while and stared at the lyrics I've wrote down again. They’re one and the same Freedom and pain I’ve been craving the former all my life ‘Cause I think it’s worth the sacrifice You’re freer than most You think it’s a curse You think you’re killing me Your venom is my medicine

On the way home, I told myself over and over again. Ethan was no good for me. Ethan was toxic. He was a brute. He was selfish. He didn't care about my feelings and did whatever he wanted to me. I should stay away from him no matter what. He was no good for me.

But I couldn’t stop. The tears kept coming, hot and relentless, and my chest heaved with a sob that slipped out louder than I wanted. “Please don’t hate me,” I whispered—except it wasn’t a whisper; it came out shaky and too loud, drawing even more eyes from the back of the bar. “Please… I know I fucked everything up, I know I shouldn’t have called, I know I’m a goddamn disaster, but please don’t hate me. I can’t… I can’t take it if you hate me.”

He felt anger first. Sharp. Violent. Personal. He had let Jamie close. Let himself believe the softness, the fear, the warmth were real. Let himself want. And Jamie had drugged him. Humiliated him. Endangered Lucas. Matteo slammed his fist into the desk, a glass of whiskey rattling. “You are stupid,” he muttered. Not sure if he meant Jamie or himself. Enzo stood nearby, arms crossed. “You’re taking this personally.” “I don’t take betrayal lightly.”

"Feeling used but I'm still missing you And I can't see the end of this Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips And now all this time is passing by But I still can't seem to tell you why It hurts me every time I see you Realize how much I need you I hate you, I love you I hate that I love you I don't want to but I can't put Nobody else above you I hate you, I love you I hate that I want you You want her, you need her And I'll never be her......." (Note:"I Hate U, I Love U" is a song by American singer and rapper Gnash featuring American singer Olivia O'Brien. It was released on February 17, 2016)

CYRUS KAYE P.O.V We stayed in that position for a long time, Mom held me tightly also not letting go. Gradually she released me, Tears slipping from her eyes, she smiled at me; her happy expression was enough to cure me of all the age long hatred. Giving way for her love “I am sorry, I spoke to you that way. I always thought you did not want me.” “Ohh darling. You are not in the wrong for hating me. I was to blame for that. I put my career above your well-being; even my marriage is in shambles because of it.”