Novel & Cerita Hate Being Sober Lyrics

My supposedly happy-go-lucky face was nowhere to be found—just that same ugly, depressed duck plastered on my face that I just couldn’t get rid of. Looking at my reflection with that same lonely expression was starting to get on my nerves. I need someone to slap me in the face. Not with words. I meant, literally. "It hurts," I mumbled, my words almost unrecognizable. "And I hate how it hurts." "Love… love… love…" Soda sang. "Sweetie Natty, I know how it feels to be broken. And trust me, the only thing that could treat that stupid feeling is either to get even with him or just accept reality, which I know you can't do both."

You've been killing me softly And finally, the pain is too much Oh And I'm all out of whiskey To soak up the damage you've done Oh It's there is anything I'm guilty or of It's loving you too much If anybody asked how we died Call it suicide Don't fabricate Just tell them, baby It was suicide Don't sugarcoat it, just let them know..... Ahhhh, Call it suicide Oh... Don't fabricate (No don't fabricate it) Just tell them, baby It was suicide (It was...) Don't sugarcoat it, just let them know Ohhh...baby Just let them know Ohhh, just...heyy, hey

After sitting, she cleaned his wound. "I should just leave you this way" Ivy pouted her lips. "You don't deserve my help." She had anger riling in her but she couldn't leave him to bleed to death in her room. It wasn't because she had some humanity but it was that feeling she had deep down. It was so out of reach that she felt it fading and being replaced with hate. She truly wanted every affection she had for him to disappear and be replaced with hate but that seemed unachievable.

One day you will hit rock bottom I never hit it, I was born there don't remember me never existed stuck in this head full of pure sick hate. I bring my pain always full of rage hurting for the things I only wish I had til my bloody hands are wrapped around another's neck is this going mad? they'll never understand, not this time, not ever, not until I complete them. I look at them from my distant world of fear & despair, where only I can survive. they're so weak, sick and strangely tempting. I feel my hands call my name,

-I took a deep breath and continued-: I don't know, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why I do it every, every, every time It's only when I'm lonely Sometimes I just wanna cave And I don't wanna fight I try and I try and I try and I try and I try and I try and I try Just hold me, I'm lonely. -I looked at the mother-: Momma, I'm so sorry I'm not sober anymore - now to the dad-: and daddy, please forgive me for the drinks spilled on the floor -then to the girls- : To the ones who never left me we've been down this road before. I'm so sorry, I'm not sober... Anymore. -my gaze for some reason looked for Connor, I felt my eyes filling with tears as well as the others-. I'm sorry to my futu

I growled, staring deep into his eyes, giving him a choice to hate me or love me. . . . Ray's P. O. V Hate me... The word resounded me in my ears a thousand times. But I couldn't do it. I couldn't see myself hating her. It was impossible. " I can't..." I muttered, still looking at her. " What did you say?" She asks me, her voice coming out as a whisper. " I can't.... Do it..... I can't hate you. I don't know how to." I said again, strongly this time, begging and hoping she'll understand. Then all of a sudden, she started hitting me in every place that was available.

____________________ ~ Sometimes I just hate to love you I'm doin' time but I don't mind I'll be just fine Sometimes I just hate to love you I'm doin' time but I don't mind I'll be just fine Sometimes I just hate to love you Oh oh uh oh Oh oh uh oh Oh oh uh oh Oh I'm doin' time It's a real fight But its all right Sometimes I just hate to love you~ Her voice rang in my ear and brought me back from the La La land of my thoughts as she completed the song. I know she is looking at me. I can feel her glare on me.... Her voice held pain, anger, hatred all directed at me..... I looked up when our professor said, "woah that was intense! You so beautifully spoke your emotions with the lyrics! And you

I said as I wipe my non existing tears. "You both are mental!" Usher snickered to us. And we both glared at him . "What?" He asked like his shocked "Shut up! Your also mental!" We three laughed. Well, as I said I do have plan on settle down. But contrary to that, I still not yet found the woman that's right for me. As I can see, women just after my fame, money and bodddy???. Hhahaha.. of course please don't get me wrong people! Peace.. ✌️✌️✌️

"I don't know where to go to anymore.. I don't know who to call... I don't know who I can trust anymore... I hate myself... I hate everyone... I hate this life... I hate being born..." "Sshhh... Winter... We love you. There are a lot of people who love you for who you are even if you are not related to them.. We love you..."

I didn't even glanced back before leaving how can I bare this pain how can I handle this how can I live without her she is my beautiful dream how can it turn into a worst nightmare I hate it I'm hating it I'm hating myself I went to bar and started drinking untill I sober and forget her but everytime I drink I'm reminding her why she is filled in every part of my body what a irritating thing I'm hating to be like this I hate myself completely My heart lies with you Just give me back my tears in vain Just unbreak my heart my love And all the things that caused the pain Come back and give me back your hug Come back and give my love to me I can't live a single day without you