Hated By Life Itself Novelas e Histórias

I growled, staring deep into his eyes, giving him a choice to hate me or love me. . . . Ray's P. O. V Hate me... The word resounded me in my ears a thousand times. But I couldn't do it. I couldn't see myself hating her. It was impossible. " I can't..." I muttered, still looking at her. " What did you say?" She asks me, her voice coming out as a whisper. " I can't.... Do it..... I can't hate you. I don't know how to." I said again, strongly this time, begging and hoping she'll understand. Then all of a sudden, she started hitting me in every place that was available.

Ronan simply laughs with his friends bickering, but in all honesty… He never hated himself more than he does right now. He always wondered what it would feel like to be born Alpha. What would it be like when he didn’t need to suffer and live his life like how he does right now? Jealousy, envy… it simply tastes bitter in his mouth. He hates himself for being like this. It would’ve been better if he really was just an ordinary Beta. Ordinary and average, but at least—no more sufferings like this.

As the clink of the woman's heels headed for the door, I felt my soul sink a little bit inside. God knew how much I hated this, all this level of sick and pathetic around me; I couldn't take it for another minute. I hate myself; I hate me. I hate everything.

Max said as he amusedly looked at my beaten up state. Yes they beat me up while explaining their doom to me....which my dearest love caused....and I am happy he did....these wild animals do deserve every calamity in the world. But spicy new....???? I just hope they don't beat me up while explaining their fu**ed up spicy news to me..!!!! Oh David..!!! Where are you my love?I want you....need you...forever...... Suddenly the dogs in front of me laughed.....even they are an offense to dogs.....they are real reincarnation of Satan......

I thought about my village, the people that were kind to a child like me who lost my mother, and the possibility of losing them all. The fear of Daniel's threat and powerlessness of being unable to protect them washed over me. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. I fucking hate myself. Why? Why did I fall in love with the devil and brought my own demise? Brought the demise that has happened once in history?

Nor did he remember why his hatred had become so overwhelming, why every living thing disgusted him, why the sight of life itself filled him with rage. Those reasons had long since been forgotten, burned away, buried beneath endless centuries of darkness. Yet one thing remained, his hatred— it grew stronger every day, darker every day. And because of that, the world above had to burn. His burning eyes slowly opened, glowing like living embers within the darkness... Everything that breathed deserved to perish, everything that lived deserved to disappear. The earth would be purified through destruction, the skies through fire, and the oceans through ruin... Nothing should remain... Nothing!!

I said confused. “I think the last line doesn’t mean like that literally. It just means that you will hate yourself, hate your blood” she explained, and it made sense. From all the research we have made all the people who were reincarnated with the blood mark hated it. Some would kill themselves before anyone would find them and do it. Some wouldn’t even run and would let the world kill them in a brutal manner. They all hated being born with this blood and soul inside them, just like how I hated it for some time.

They made me believe they loved me, they made me believe I was important to them. " They should all go to hell!" I yelled and bumped my fist on the floor. " Bastards! Go to hell and rot!" I yelled, my body trembling with fury. I just hate everything about me, my life, the people around me, and my existence. The moon goddess is such a bitch and she deserves to go to hell! Out of the good men out there, she chose to mate me to bastards twice not considering my feelings. She should just end my life instead of suffering me this way. It's just too much for me, the pains are just too much for me to handle.

Like my eyes were about to fall out this instance. "Yup!" They both said while giving me flat tone. "What's got into you bro's!" I said to them but still they all look at me seriously. "Woah seriously? Gezz fine I'll answer your questions ok!" I said as they still like to pushed that topic so I surrender. " Of course we all wanted to have someone to love and cherish ok? But not for now!" I said while giving them cheeky smile. "Idiot!" Blake mumbled.

“Please, Hazel. Don’t give up on us just get. Give me time to fix it. I swear I’ll spend every day of my life making it up to you. I promise you. Just give me a chance to do things better this time.” I hated this. I hated how broken he sounded. I hated how broken I was. I hated that we were even in this situation. I hated that life wasn’t smooth sailing for us. I wanted to hug him. I wanted him to hold me till it didn’t hurt anymore. I hated him. I hated him. I loved him.