Novel & Cerita Heartbreak

CHAPTER 43 Caraphernelia Caraphernelia - a broken-heart disease that occurs whenever someone leaves you, but leaves all of their things behind 43 "Tell me to leave." He says. I didn't answer. "Push me away. Treat me like a complete shit like how I treated you before." he says. I didn't answer again. He looks at me and my eyes couldn't look away. Oh Nick I can't do that. Even if you hurt me, I can't hurt you like that cos I love you and I'm too scared of pushing you away cos I know you won't come back.

Heartbreak usually comes in different ways. Sometimes, it’s you holding your heart out as it is gushing out with hot tears that is as thick as blood. Sometimes, it is you hurting inside without having enough words to speak outside. All just because everything hurts inside. It was not merry. It was nothing too far, too close. But I just wanted to get away. I was not heartbroken. At least not yet, but I could not say the same for the man I was staring at. The same man I had been staring at for two minutes, which had felt like the first two hours of my first life.

"Thank you..." When heart is broken it fallen into pieces. You feel so cold, so hopeless, and so down. You felt like you lost your happiness. It's like a fire that will burn you into ashes. The only thing you can see is darkness and emptiness. But when the pieces put back together, it forms a strong bond. It lightens up the whole world around you, and each other will feel a different kind of joy. A different kind of fire that will warm your cold and empty heart. And one kissed of love, the heart becomes whole. "You fix me my love." I whispered. He smiled and kissed me again. The End.

Not a single word came out of her mouth, only tears rolled down her cheeks. Lucian closed his eyes, clenched his jaw as he clenched his fists, trying hard to contain his anger. Then he opened his eyes with tears dripping from his eyes. “I should have killed you the first time I met you. Now I know there will never be me in your heart,” he said with his broken heart. Violet could only answer him with her tears. He didn't know that her heart was in so much pain and was crying so sadly. Lucian turned around, holding back his sadness. He had never felt like this before. His heart hurt so much, as if it had been stabbed by a thousand knives.

I once read in a magazine, while getting my hair done on a particular day several months ago, that it had been scientifically suggested and proven that heartbreak felt the same way that physical pain does. "A broken heart is a metaphor for the intense emotional stress or pain that one feels at experiencing a great loss or a great longing." the magazine had read, "Most people have experienced a broken heart, and there are multiple possible causes for it. But whether it comes from a break up with a significant other or the death of a loved one, heartbreak is never easy."

Hayley made her way directly to the couch and collapsed into it upon getting there, her mind racing with a whirlwind of tumultuous thoughts. Her heart clenched painfully and hot tears welled up in her eyes at the painful realization that she had just broken up with Leonardo. She palmed her face as tears cascaded down her cheeks, feeling like her heart was being violently ripped out from her chest. It hurt. The pain was excruciating, acknowledging he had betrayed her again. Hayley's heart was utterly shattered as she sobbed profusely, pouring out her heart.

Their faces were a mixture of shock and surprise, never expecting to look up to find me watching them f**k. As I stood there, my eyes locked on their form, horror coursed through my veins. I couldn't tear my gaze away from the sight of Devin's naked body intertwined with that of the other woman. It was an image that seared into my mind, etching pain and betrayal deep into my heart. My heart felt like it was being ripped apart, each beat causing excruciating pain. A loud sob escaped my lips, the sound a raw manifestation of the fire burning in my chest, reducing me to ashes. Was this what heartbreak felt like? I never imagined it could be so agonizing.

His eyes burned with intensity, with something I hadn’t seen in him before—something that made my breath hitch. “Then where were you?” I could feel my voice thick with emotion as I struggled to push him away. “Where were you when my father took his life because of that scandal? When your family was hatching plans to destroy mine? When my mother went into a coma from the shock, and then... then she died?” My voice broke, and I felt like I couldn’t breathe anymore, the weight of my pain overwhelming me.

But as he steps back, his voice drops to a whisper. “I love you.” Then the mattress rises as he leaves, the soft click of the door the only sound in the quiet room. I sit there, gripping onto myself, forcing my breathing to slow. Only when I’m sure he’s gone do I finally let go. My entire body trembles as the dam inside me breaks. Heaving sobs rip through me, curling me into myself, choking me. I don’t know how long I stay like this—minutes, hours—until a gentle knock at the door pulls me from my anguish.

At this point, I wish I had amnesia and didn't recall anything as I woke up because my head was seriously banging with migraine, my heart was shattered and my eyes were gushing freely with tears. I still can't believe I had loved this man with all my heart yet all I got to return was disdain. I had lived my life to please him and yet all my efforts went unappreciated. “Why didn't you show me the SIGNS?? This man was about to betray me,yet how come did I not see it's coming?’’ I scolded my inner man, sobbing profusely. “Girl, are you talking about SIGNS??, what SIGN exactly are you talking about?...the ones you did not see when he never agreed to sleep with you on the same bed even after 5 ye