Novel & Cerita Heartbroken Letters To My Ex

“In that letter, she expressed how unhappy she was. How unsatisfied she was with the life that she had with me and our daughter. She said that although she loves our daughter, she still wants to pursue her dreams in the arts and that she wants to do more, to be more than just a stay-at-home mom. “She also asked that I mustn’t look for her and to apologize to our daughter on her behalf. And that if the right time comes, she will return and introduce herself, as well as explain everything properly to our daughter. “My whole world crumbled after reading that letter. And since that day, I always made sure that my daughter will always sleep beside me. She became the only reason for me to live. “I

He cannot forgive me for breaking my promise. I don't know whether I will be angry at him or not. Or should I be angry at myself more? I didn't know that falling in love includes so much drama. I already saw it in one of the Korean dramas I watched before. "I wrote letters for you every day. I was writing all the things that happened to me. I keep all the letters until now. I even write a diary even at my age, I was hoping I can show them to you one day. My mom and I had to move from one house to another often. We had to stay in a place for a week, sometimes 2 weeks and sometimes only a few days. And when we were finally settled, I sent you some of my letters but they were sent back to me. D

I remembered waking up to an empty bed and a cold pillow. I recalled Waking up with a aching heart the day Sebastian claimed Alexas and left the pack without informing me. I had decided to forget about the past and move on but…the letter brought back the memories. "I'm asking for forgiveness for all the pain I made you pass through and hope that you will find it in your heart to forgive me. It hurts me to know that we will never fulfil our dreams. All in all, I'm happy to know that you're fine.You told me in the letter that you have already fallen in love with someone else. I wish you all the goddess's blessings and I hope that whoever the man is, he will take good care of you and fulfil ev

Thank you so much. I am half worried that this letter will freak you out. So to prevent that, I am going to take a leap of faith and say "I love you" to you directly. If your response is off, I will never give this letter to you. If you are reading this now- well, that means your response is good, and I'm satisfied enough to be brave and give you this. Are you crying? No? I think you are lying... I know you enough to know that this letter will make you cry. I hope the tears that you shed are happy tears. I wish I was there with you. I miss you.

So, I am begging you to please read this letter till the end. I am sure that nothing will change after reading this letter, I will still be the cheating fool who lost his reason to live and you will still be the woman whose trust I have broken, but I will like to think that it will at least express how I feel about you and about us. I tried to tell you this in person but I keep messing up whenever I try to say something.

I’ll just express in the letter what came to mind and what my heart desired. I smiled bitterly. Hello! Mom, Dad. After a few minutes, I finished what I was writing and read it one last time. I felt my tears drip down my eyes like a river because I could finally let go of everything I had been bearing around in my heart for so long. Every word I wrote in the letter flowed like a rising tide. I hugged my letter tightly as I continued to let myself scream in pain and sadness by letting my tears run down my face. I hope my warmth and love reach them through this. May they not be furious with themselves.

I took in a fеw dеер brеаthѕ, gіvіng mуѕеlf tіmе tо rеgаіn ѕоmе соmроѕurе bеfоrе I bеgаn tо rеаd thе lеttеr I knеw wоuld іnеvіtаblу brеаk mу heart. Dеаr Izzy, By the time уоu rеаd this lеttеr, I will hаvе gone. I could never ѕummоn up еnоugh соurаgе tо tеll уоu thіѕ іn person. Juѕt ѕееіng thаt bеаutіful fасе rеduсеd tо tears because of mу оwn ѕеlfіѕhnеѕѕ wоuld hаvе mаdе іt so much hаrdеr tо lеаvе. You knоw е vеrуthіng I ѕаіd wаѕ a lie. I wаѕ just саught up іn mу оwn реrѕоnаl hеll, аnd I tооk іt оut оn уоu. The one thіng I ѕwоrе tо mуѕеlf I would nеvеr do. I’m ѕо ѕоrrу fоr thе раіn I caused. Please forgive mе. You knоw I wоuld never hurt уоu, thе look оn уоur fасе that day wіll hаunt mе fоr t

I’d given my heart to the woman I loved and believed was my soulmate, and now it was shattered by a few cruel words on a page. Pulling myself together, I went to the bookshelf and grabbed a notebook and a pen. I wrote quickly, desperate for her to hear me out. I poured every ounce of my emotion into that letter. Tears fell onto the paper as I wrote, causing the ink to smudge. I had no idea if she would ever come back to find it.

I didn’t skip a single word. The last letter was shorter. Dated seven months after the wedding. His writing was steady, like he’d finally run out of ways to say it. “I don’t know where you are. I hope you’re somewhere that feels like home. I hope you’re not alone. I hope, one day, you’ll let me explain. I’m not asking for anything. I just need you to know that I looked.” I read it twice, throat tight. Then, I folded it carefully and placed it on top of the stack. I sat there in the early morning light, holding all thirty-one letters, feeling sixteen years of pain slowly shift into its true shape.

Williams said I had to own my part. The third letter was to Bella. I wrote about our wedding day. About how I promised to be faithful. About how I broke that promise. About how I lied to her face for months. About how I brought danger into her life. About Nathan almost dying because of my mistakes. I wrote ten pages and I was still crying when Bella walked in. "What are you doing" she asked. She saw the papers covered in my handwriting. She saw my red eyes. "Therapy homework" I said. I wiped my face. "I have to write letters to everyone I hurt."