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“I’m so sorry—so sorry…” I screamed into his chest, clawing at his arms, shaking violently as the pain crushed me. My whole soul cracked open, bleeding into the cold room. “It’s gone! My baby—my baby is gone!” He held me tighter, but it didn’t stop the truth from slicing me apart. I pushed against him, hitting his chest weakly, my cries louder with every word. “Why me? Why always me? Why everything I love gets destroyed?” Zack’s tears fell onto my hair. His arms trembled around me. “I’ll fix it—I’ll do anything—I’ll give you everything, just don’t break, please don’t break…”

Pain jolted through my body, I heard the ripping sound of my stitch, and the bright light in the room appeared dim as my eyeball turned around, my brain trying to pass the message of what just happened. I groaned as I tried to stand up from the ground; the face of the person that hit me, Edwin, zoomed in my eyes; all the strength left in me drained off, and I instantly lost the will to live. This is the man I have loved all my life. This is the family I have given my last to. These are the people I have sacrificed everything I owned to. Gradually, life seeped out of my body, and before I could plead to be saved, my body went limp… I blacked out.

He sniffed, and my heart broke, "I'm doomed. This is the end for me, my love." I felt my heart shatter.

The space between us felt impossible to bridge, created by our shared pain and misunderstandings. I felt hopeless, it was like I had nothing to live for anymore, my baby died along with Lucas' affection and love towards me. In that moment I felt like taking my own life, since its only meaning had just disappeared.

I felt humiliated and in so much pain that it overwhelmed everything else I was feeling. I lowered my head, feeling defeated and completely lost. In an instant, everything I believed about Hektor and our love story shattered into pieces, leaving me bewildered. The once joyful and vibrant moments we shared had faded away, replaced by a grim and desolate reality that made no sense to me. As I walked away from that room, where our relationship had crumbled, a flood of unanswered questions overwhelmed me. Would I ever understand why Hektor had changed so drastically and stopped loving me? Was there something I could have done differently to avoid this heart-wrenching pain?

I lost my home because of that fucking love! I lost the person I loved the most because of that fucking 'beat' that she's talking about! I can't let myself suffer from the same ordeal. I'd rather be alone than to experience love. I've seen a lot of people die because of love. And I'll never be one of them.

Crystal is the only thing I have in this world, I will keep him by my side no matter what. I will make Crystal the foundation of your life after this, everything I will do for Crystal, I will not let anyone separate me and my baby. 'But why does it still hurt so much?' I can't get rid of this sadness from my heart, so now how can I be strong with all the things that happen in this life? My heart is completely broken now, broken and shattered into pieces. 'Shit, love has made me so weak. I don't like this feeling, but I'm forced to endure all this pain.'

“Carla Christine Zabala, my love, my wife. We didn’t start well because of me. I made a lot of mistakes, you’ve done so much pain in my hands. When you agreed to marry me, I still couldn’t believe that you agreed, and until now it is still like a dream. You have a good heart and that didn’t disappear despite everything that happened in your life. I am grateful to you for loving me and for your continued love. I am grateful to you for providing me with the hope to carry on with my life. Thank you for choosing me to build a family. I don’t deserve you, but every day I will make you feel you loved me and choosing is the right choice. I love you, Carla Christine Zabala. I love you and Catherine.

Why are you here? I sunk my fingers into the soil and gathered up everything into a clenched fist that was trembling badly. Everything in my life had gone wrong after my father died in that fire. From my mom and Hanola's increased hatred, to my first rejection, till my getting kidnapped. No matter what I did, no matter how hard I tried, things would always fall and shatter; the more I tried to keep them together. “I can't keep doing this anymore. Everything I always do does not ever work out for me. In the end, I thought that I had found happiness when I found my mate, but the only thing I ever seemed to find is trouble and hatred wherever I go..."

And then she said it—"I love you so much, If I can’t have you, nobody will." A chill had run down my spine back then, but I was too damn naive to take her seriously. She ruined everything. My life. My love. Everything. The rage bubbling in my chest erupts as I fling the picture across the room. It shatters against the wall, a satisfying crack echoing through the silence.