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he continued, his tone cold and dismissive. With that, he turned and walked out of the room, leaving me reeling. I collapsed onto the bed, feeling shattered. For the second time in my life, I'd fallen deeply in love, only to be brutally hurt again. "Life is so cruel," I whispered, tears streaming down my face. "Why does love always have to end in pain?" I buried my face in the pillow, the weight of my sorrow crushing me. The sound of the door closing still echoed in my mind, a harsh reminder of Cade's rejection.

Now it was shrouded in darkness. I wonder, 'Why did I subject myself to this suffering?' I was sitting on the edge of the window. The howling gales did not wake me up. They only took me deeper into my trance. 'Can I really keep on drinking from the fountain of life? With this kind of body and soul?' I thought. I had no family, and my love of my life was taken away from me. I failed to see any reason for me to live. For what? Trouble the people who loved me? One of them died because of me. Grandpa died because of me.

Am I not deserving of that peaceful love? More tears streamed down my face. I felt miserable. One moment I was happy that Luca loves me but another moment I felt awful because he can’t love me. He just has to let go…. Stop loving me. Stop seeing me and never ever love again. My heart shattered as I thought about it. My throat was closing up, and I felt as if I was losing my mind. Nothing made me feel any better. I fell to the ground crying. I couldn’t even take myself to my room to cry, that was how miserable I was.

I'm not reading into things that aren't there. He chose Lizzy. That's all that matters. Another wave of pain crashes through me. I bite down on my fist to keep myself from crying out, tears streaming down my face. What is wrong with me? Why can't I just be normal? Why does this hurt like I'm dying? Maybe I am dying. Maybe heartbreak can actually kill you and no one talks about it because it sounds ridiculous. But it doesn't feel ridiculous. It feels real. Like my body is shutting down from the loss of something essential.

"Ap jante hai na mere zindagi mein unki kya ehmiyat hai. Unse baat na karne se main yaha khush nehi hu. Main bhi utna hi tadap rahi hu zitna woh log waha tadap rahe hai. Main baas unlogon ko ehsas dilana chahti hu ki unlogone serf meri rukhsati nehi kiye hai. Mujhe humesha k liye kho diye hai." "You know what their importance is in my life. I am not happy here not being able to talk to them. I am also suffering as much as they are suffering there. I just want to make them realize that they have not only married me off. They have lost me forever.” I told him and broke down in front of him. I hate to show my vulnerable side to anyone. But I couldn't just hold back anymore. I was dying with the

Prologue They say there are three kinds of love. The kind you kill for. The kind you die for. And the kind you do everything to live for. But a cursed soul like mine was never destined to experience any kind in my love book. My heart is void of emotions, and the sound of love irks and irritates the shit out of me. It makes me extremely angry and makes my stomach churn badly, like I would puke. How can people fall in love when it has the potential to destroy them in the blink of an eye?

He circled my neck with his hands, lovingly urging me to lean over him to lightly brush our noses before melting into a gradual kiss that accelerated the beats of my heart with each gentle touch, clouding my mind completely with incoherent thoughts. “I became this disgusting person because you weren't around anymore,” he finally commented after we separated a bit, tickling me with his cool breath. "Remember that when we met, I told you I had never been in love?" I nodded, biting my lower lip nervously upon discovering that I had been his first love and no one else's. "Well, you really broke my heart when you left. I tried to move on and do everything I wanted, like when I didn't know you. Bu

Get down, right now. "No, Caspar. I don't want to live without you," I murmured with tears in my eyes."I love you, my beloved husband." I dropped the phone and jumped down, my body felt light as I closed my eyes. It was going to be a painful death, however I'm happy that I prevented myself from dying every minute of my life by seeing Caspar loving another woman. CRASH

His insistence on hugging me doesn't let up, so I decide to tell a little of what I'm so self-conscious about. "The love of my life died in a traffic accident along with all my friends. The person I admired and loved, gone in a second along with everything good I had in my life. My friends, my partner and my dream were gone that night, as well as my own will to live. >> I still don't know why the hell I had to be the only one left alive. For all these years I wondered that until I finally understood, that my punishment would be to be left behind longing for our meeting."

I let the cold droplets drench me as I staggered down the street, numb to the world, numb to the thunder rumbling above. I was tired. So damn tired. I've barely tried to know what to do with my life now that I have nothing and now the only thing I'm left with is a heart failure with the possibility of me dying. The tears started to fall, blending in with the rain soaking my face. But why? Why me? I had given him everything. My love. My trust. Years of my life. I had believed him. How could he? Was taking everything away from me not enough? Why did he...why did he want to take...my life...