Hidupku Hancur Karena Cinta Novels & Stories

His bleeding knuckles had tightened ferociously. “People like us are not allowed to love because love is weakness, and a weakness is a curse for us,” she uttered, making him trail his bloodshed eyes in her direction. “Love is a curse for us, Zace,” her words burnt his soul ruthlessly. Love was a curse. Indeed, it turned out to be the most painful curse of his life, because he had started considering the most wrong person as his life's right person. He started believing that person to be his better half, whose existence had ripped him apart.

Why? It's so annoying that I can't undo the damage. It's something I'll have to live with for the rest of my miserable life. It's my curse to bear for love. Endless suffering and torment of pain. Relieving a painful memory. Good Lord, help me! I lay there alone, my eyes fixed on the ceiling of the room. It's clear now that I'm a meaningless fellow, left with nothing to lose. Luka is dead, my life is a piece of shit, and I fucking have no idea what comes next.

I thought If you will come close to me I will destroy you I was just speechless at his declarations. Then what changed? I asked him softly Seeing you with another man.My blood boiled at that day.That day I realized I could never let you go.My chest hurts at the thought of seeing you with another man. He removed my tears and placed a chaste kiss at my forehead. I don't know much about love Hayat.But you give my life a meaning.You brighten my cold days and cause my cold heart to beat and care.I want to live because life feels better with you . I just palmed my face overwhelmed at his words.My heart was dancing wildly.

The whole world stopped all of sudden, everything turned into slow motion like my heartbeat. Karien, my world, the love of my life, was killed right in front of my eyes and I couldn't protect him anymore. I lost every chance to save him. He died and I could do nothing but stand inside the cage, half dead.

If I loved him, something awful would happen to him, too. “I know you love me. I’ve felt it. You can’t deny what we have together, babe. Tell me I’m wrong and misunderstood everything, and I’ll leave. But I know what I feel and what we have is real.” I bit my bottom lip and winced as the skin split. I didn’t know I had been cut there. Dominic kept searching my face, his hand pressing into mine with more force. He was shattering me into millions of tiny pieces. I love you, too. I wish to spend every waking hour of every day with you for the rest of my life, but everyone I love dies. I would rather spend a lifetime of loneliness than live through another tragedy because yours would kill me. Yo

The questions buzzed like angry bees in my mind, their stings piercing my heart, one after another. The tears I had held back so fiercely now burst forth, a torrential flood that poured down my cheeks, each drop a testament to my anguish. My only ray of hope was gone. Marcus had done this to me. He had ruined my entire life, and for what? Because I had loved him. I should have known he wouldn’t stop until he had erased every trace of my existence, every connection to my family.

Every single word of hers was killing me. "you ruined my life. I wish I never met you. I curse the day when I let you in my life, in my heart. I curse the day I fell in love with you. If I haven't my father wouldn't have been in jail, and our family wouldn't have been ruined. I would have been with my family... I brought that all on myself when I fell in love with you... I so wish I haven't... THAT WAS THE BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE. I WOULD RATHER DIE THAN BE WITH YOU AGAIN." She said and a tear left my eyes.

I had been reduced to nothing. I shook my head, tears still rolling down my cheeks. I couldn’t hold them back. I couldn’t believe I had once been in a relationship with someone like Ethan, that I had once loved someone like him. How could I have been so blind? How could I have mistaken whatever he felt for love? How was I supposed to live with this now? How would I endure this pain? I could feel it—my life and my entire existence shattering, slipping away from my grasp, and there was nothing I could do about it. I was helpless, utterly helpless.

He yelled and walked away. This is not the time to cry Zora, your life is already ruined, there is nothing you can do anymore. I cleaned my eyes several times as I wore the dress, my life was completely ruined. “Zora, you need to be strong, we are here with you.” Stacy unmuted and talked to me and I cleaned my eyes. “Stacy, why is my life this way? Since I was born I haven't experienced any long-lasting love, and the little joy I have he has also taken it away from me.” I cried out so badly.

It just took me away from the one who's causing my pain but erasing it is already beyond impossible. I didn't bother looking at where I took myself and just broke out because I know that my ability won't fail me this time. It just saved me from that scene and now, I'm totally far away from that which I'm thankful for. I felt Carmen embraced me while I am lost, lost I'm my own mind, and trying to erase the love that I'm still feeling. I can't even feel myself anymore, all I know is that I'm having a hard time stopping my tears now. Everything is so hard for me now. Am I still alive? If yes, then why does it feels like I'm not living anymore? Why do I feel like I'm not Aze anymore? Breathing b