Hidupku Hancur Karena Cinta Novels & Stories

The tears came freely now, hot against my cheeks. "I don't care if you never remember loving me. I don't care if you never feel that way about me again. I just need you to live, because..." I took a shuddering breath. "Because you're my life, Caspian. How am I supposed to live if you're not in it?"

I started fidgeting with my fingers and took a deep breath. "Because I don't want to," I told him softly. He gave me a puzzling look. "Because love makes a person vulnerable, It kills your ability to think, heartbreak is more painful than any physical pain and your whole world will be crumbling down to the ground once you find your partner cheated on you. So I would rather choose death than fall in love." I explained to him but he had a distanced look like remembering someone or something, probably. "Fair enough but you sound like someone crushed your fragile heart." He stated. I gave him a sigh and turned to the passing forest through the window.

And I stood there in the wreckage of my life, marinara sauce seeping into the floorboards, the smell of her perfume still hanging in the air, and finally, finally, I let myself fall apart. My knees hit the floor. The sound that came out of me was inhuman, something between a scream and a sob. I pressed my forehead to the cold hardwood, fingers clawing at the edges of the sauce stain like if I could just clean it up, if I could just fix this one thing, everything else would go back to normal. But it wouldn't. Nothing would ever be normal again. Because the man I loved had just shattered me. And he'd used my own sister to do it.

His voice starts to broke. /It's true I mean it From the bottom of my heart Yeah, it's true Without you I would fall apart/ I pulled out my hand in his grip then I touched his face. I take a deep breath before I speak. “You... you really hurt me. That night, you killed me.” My tears fell. /I'd do anything to make it up to you So please understand And open your heart once again/ “But without you, my life is meaningless. I.. I can’t live without you now, Khai.” I cried and he immediately hugged me.

The sounds of shattering glass and splintering wood become a symphony of my shattered heart. As I exhaust myself, the reality of my situation sets in. The one I loved with all my heart has taken everything from me—my love, my trust, my happiness. Her betrayal has left me utterly broken, fragmented in a way that I never thought possible. I collapsed onto the floor, my energy spent, curling up amidst the wreckage.

It's the only thing that's keeping me alive. Why Jihun? Why are you doing this to me? The impact he has on me is very dangerous. Even after he broke me I still love him and I hate myself for that. You break my heart every time and when it heals it beats for you. I know it's pathetic but that's the truth. You feel like my home and everywhere I have never been, all at once.

My voice was too hoarse to even shout. “Get it over and done with. Miss Cynthia is waiting for news.” I heard another man shout “Got it.” He walked to me and stood before me. I could only see the nozzle of the gun right from where I lay down. Tears trickled down my cheeks as I waited for death. He pulled the trigger, and I felt the same sharp and cold item penetrate my body. I felt my body growing numb as I close my eyes. My hand that tried to protect myself dropped to the side, and my head turned sideways. I felt like people were calling me “miss” I didn’t know if it was me being called or it was Cynthia. I felt my heart tighten as I thought of my fate. I was wrong in falling in love.

He was the only thing on my mind and you can say that is what broke us apart. Just like you, I was desperate for love Sia. I have never been loved in my whole life as you already know. My parents didn't love either. I was never important and I never wanted anything in my life but when I fell in love with Hardin, I started dreaming. I started dreaming about a future with him. I wanted him like I would die without him. This made me lose my mind. And when I got to know that you married him even after having a hunch that I loved him, I went absolutely crazy. I couldn't hold it in anymore. I was broken. Shattered to pieces.

Not in the literal sense. Is this how I would live my life now? Watching him go through the motions of existing until he found a new love. My heart nearly burst with pain at the thoughts of him looking to a new love the way he had looked at me. I bent over as the pain overwhelmed me. My thoughts destroying what was left.

"Why you did that with me? You said you will always stay with me........ I ..... can't .... live .... without ...... hik..... you ..... Please ......I can't ........ bear ..... this....pain.... it's like .... someone .... is .... cutting my heart in....... million pieces....... Please .... God ........ just kill ..... me." ..................