Hidupku Hancur Karena Cinta Novels & Stories

Because she had naively trusted me. And still—Still—She said my name. Still said she loved me. But that some love stories weren’t meant to be. That’s when something inside me shattered. Completely. Because whatever I felt—Whatever I thought was love—It was nothing. Cheap. Ugly. Twisted. Compared to hers. She loved me when I hurt her. When I broke her. When I destroyed her. To her last breath. I fell onto the bed. Clutching a pillow. Curling in on myself. Just like she had. Sobbing. Not caring how it sounded. Not caring about anything anymore.

And I stood there in the wreckage of my life, marinara sauce seeping into the floorboards, the smell of her perfume still hanging in the air, and finally, finally, I let myself fall apart. My knees hit the floor. The sound that came out of me was inhuman, something between a scream and a sob. I pressed my forehead to the cold hardwood, fingers clawing at the edges of the sauce stain like if I could just clean it up, if I could just fix this one thing, everything else would go back to normal. But it wouldn't. Nothing would ever be normal again. Because the man I loved had just shattered me. And he'd used my own sister to do it.

His voice starts to broke. /It's true I mean it From the bottom of my heart Yeah, it's true Without you I would fall apart/ I pulled out my hand in his grip then I touched his face. I take a deep breath before I speak. “You... you really hurt me. That night, you killed me.” My tears fell. /I'd do anything to make it up to you So please understand And open your heart once again/ “But without you, my life is meaningless. I.. I can’t live without you now, Khai.” I cried and he immediately hugged me.

The sounds of shattering glass and splintering wood become a symphony of my shattered heart. As I exhaust myself, the reality of my situation sets in. The one I loved with all my heart has taken everything from me—my love, my trust, my happiness. Her betrayal has left me utterly broken, fragmented in a way that I never thought possible. I collapsed onto the floor, my energy spent, curling up amidst the wreckage.

It's the only thing that's keeping me alive. Why Jihun? Why are you doing this to me? The impact he has on me is very dangerous. Even after he broke me I still love him and I hate myself for that. You break my heart every time and when it heals it beats for you. I know it's pathetic but that's the truth. You feel like my home and everywhere I have never been, all at once.

My voice was too hoarse to even shout. “Get it over and done with. Miss Cynthia is waiting for news.” I heard another man shout “Got it.” He walked to me and stood before me. I could only see the nozzle of the gun right from where I lay down. Tears trickled down my cheeks as I waited for death. He pulled the trigger, and I felt the same sharp and cold item penetrate my body. I felt my body growing numb as I close my eyes. My hand that tried to protect myself dropped to the side, and my head turned sideways. I felt like people were calling me “miss” I didn’t know if it was me being called or it was Cynthia. I felt my heart tighten as I thought of my fate. I was wrong in falling in love.

It's best for both of us. "Look, Zion. I will be honest with you. You know I always loved Zade and still, I got married to Alec in search of love and happiness. In return, I was betrayed. You know my story. “My life is very complicated. I don't want to make you involved in this mess. Moreover, I don't have feelings for you. I only consider you as my buddy. There will be nothing between us even if we become together. I can't love you back. There is no room for love in my heart. I'm tired. I don't have the guts to fall in love again. I am shattered to pieces. It's beyond repair.”

He was the only thing on my mind and you can say that is what broke us apart. Just like you, I was desperate for love Sia. I have never been loved in my whole life as you already know. My parents didn't love either. I was never important and I never wanted anything in my life but when I fell in love with Hardin, I started dreaming. I started dreaming about a future with him. I wanted him like I would die without him. This made me lose my mind. And when I got to know that you married him even after having a hunch that I loved him, I went absolutely crazy. I couldn't hold it in anymore. I was broken. Shattered to pieces.

I closed my eyes, taking my leg off the castle wall, as I jumped down. “Is she dead?“ I heard a maid ask, rushing to me. It was all followed by pain, cold, and silence. I was left in the darkness. “Love?“ He scoffed. “I'm going through this shit because I once loved. I once gave my all; I was even ready to take my own life without minding the consequences.” “I cursed that word a long time ago, and I don't think it will be added to my emotions ever again.“ He said coldly, as tears streamed down my cheeks.

Maybe I've done a great many bad things and that's why I was away from the one person I loved. You asked me if I had ever been in love before. Well here is your answer, yes. I had loved someone deeply before. She was really my entire life and she was my partner. We had so many dreams for the future and her smile was everything to me but your men came and took her away from me. It was the worst day of my life. That was the day I died, the day that the human side of me was killed and what was left was an animal, a shell.