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He smiled immediately. " So?? " He asked with a raised eyebrow. " Yes my body wants you, but I hate you. If you want to claim my body, do it. I know, my body craves yours' but I hate you with everything in me. You can claim my body but not my heart. You broke it years ago. I have just one feeling for you. I hate you. " I said. " I am sorry for that... I love you. I regret that I did all that. Please forgive me for all that, I didn't realize it before doing it. But I felt guilty later on. I love you. " He said.

Alex had made sure that every time I built something he could reach, he reached it first. The tools were identical. Only the relationship had changed. I sat with that realization for a long time. I thought about the girl who had believed both of them, believed her father about her mother and believed Alex about herself, and I felt something that was not quite pity and not quite forgiveness but was somewhere in the territory of both. I had been here before. Not this exact room, not this exact grief, but this structure. I knew how this worked from the inside. And I had already survived it once, which meant I knew something important.

It was sad how he had been behaving lately, so rude and changed and how he had to lie for her and not meet me but her but it all came like a lesson to me. It seemed it was my deeds returning to me, some karma doing it's part, making me go through the sufferings I inflicted upon him, punishing me and washing my sins. I felt so dirty, mean and selfish from within that my stomach churned in pain and disgust. It broke me irreparably to confess how over the span of so many years I could build no love strong enough that could last against all storms, that could stand amidst all odds. I failed every love I ever owned that my heart felt so empty and dead to feel or live anything more.

I don’t want to get sad again. I get my point. “I’m sorry.” Cayden said and I forced a smile. He apologized, knowing that his words must have rekindled hurt from the past in me. “I know I keep revisiting this topic and it leaves both of us hurting, but I just can’t get over the fact that I’ve been blind all this while to the Nirvana that is you.” He said and exclaimed. “God, I made so many mistakes!” With the silence that followed, he looked to the side and his expression seemed to become more sad. “I’m sorry I slept with your sister.” He said and then he slowly returned his gaze to me.

I said irritated Tbc.

"It's been a month but I didn't know you were still so angry with me? Maybe you still love me until now." "Where did you get the thickness of your face, Kevyn? You should be ashamed of yourself, you are too airy to be out of place. Maybe I loved you back then because I still made you feel good back then, but now? Not anymore. I I'm really stupid because I loved someone like you and that's what I regretted. And since we broke up I realized that you're not a loss because you're worthless." I promised before going inside.

Each passing second felt like an eternity as he anxiously awaited any signs of improvement. Memories flooded his mind, each one a painful reminder of his past mistakes and the consequences they had brought upon him. He couldn’t forgive himself for the way he had treated Arlet, for the love he had failed to acknowledge until it was almost too late. Regret gnawed at his heart as he realized the magnitude of his actions and the depth of his own blindness. He had lost his brother, Raya, to his own foolishness, and now the woman who had loved him unconditionally was fighting for her own survival.

A time that I would feel ashamed and remorseful for everything I have done. "I-I am sorry" I muttered. "I should not have lusted after you. I felt guilty that I treated you so badly, yet you did so well. I thought getting you back was the only way I would stop feeling guilty but I knew I would not be able to get you back. I could not accept defeat so I began to find a way to win your heart and I ended up becoming obsessed with you. I am sorry"

It was a pause pregnant with unspoken emotions, hinting at the weightiness of the situation and the complexities of their relationship. Breaking the silence, Susan's voice trembled with regret and remorse, revealing the depth of her self-awareness. "I was... so harsh on you," she admitted, her words tinged with a mixture of regret and self-reproach. It was evident that she carried the burden of her actions heavily within her. She continued, her voice filled with a sense of disbelief, "I can't even ask you for forgiveness..." The weight of her guilt prevented her from seeking absolution, further highlighting the magnitude of her regret.

Slowly but surely it will hurt more after this until Kyunghee can no longer stand up to support his body. “You have to tell me something. I know you are angry and disappointed with me. But, at least you tell me something so as not to make me feel guilty like this.” “So you feel bad for me because I made you feel weighed down with your guilt? Alright, I'll tell you if I'm disappointed and really hate you. Are you happy now!” “Sorry, I was indeed guilty of betraying you.” "Sorry? Can an apology solve it all? Can the word sorry heal my shame and pain?” Hana asked loudly.