I Am Alone I Am Utterly Alone Novels & Stories

then I gulped two more pills. I am alone... all alone... no family... no one to call as my own in this whole wide world... and then I gulped more pills... Tears and sobs were echoing in my empty house. I looked all around and I realized that I was all alone. I always will be... I have no one... then the walls started closing on me and I had only one thing to focus on... pills in my hand. I am feeling too much, I just need some more so I can stop feeling.

As he looked at Bella's face, he saw his brother, Andre. "Why Alex? You've now become a murderer, why?" the deceased spoke to him. He stood up and started moving back slowly, "No, no, no NO!!!" he yelled and ran out of the room and the hospital. He entered his car and zoomed off. He had no idea where he was going to. He just needed to clear his head. He was on full speed on the free road, being that it was late at night. His eyes were filled with tears. The words he last heard in the hospital repeated itself in his ears, "You've now become a murderer, Why?". The tears rolled down his cheeks. He stepped on the throttle of the car and the speed increase turning the car into fast and furious, d

'' I say, slamming my hand on my head quickly. His hand finds mine and stops me. He wipes my tears and hugs me without saying a word. ''I'm sorry. I'm so sorry for leaving you when you needed me the most. I'm so sorry I let you go through this alone.'' he doesn't let go, hugging me tighter. I stood there feeling calm. His scent felt like heaven, and in his arms, I felt safe. For once in my life, after a long time, I felt safe. I could feel my eyes getting heavy and the medicine starting to kick in. I curled up into a ball and rested my head on his chest and let sleep take me.

It was vast and ancient and utterly alone. "What are you?"

He offers divine соmfоrt, but I’m not ready for more. I nееd tіmе to mуѕеlf. I need mу оwn arms around mе. I nееd ѕlеер, and I think I nееd to be аlоnе. Thе аdmіѕѕіоn mаkеѕ mе sad; dеерlу ѕаd. I ѕіt on thе еdgе of the bеd. “Plеаѕе, I nееd tо bе аlоnе. I’m ѕоrrу, Jаѕоn.”

“I'm sorry. I'm sorry.” And I truly am. I mean every word I fucking say because without Amelia, I feel like an empty man. I feel so empty and out of place and these past few days have intact shown me that I am. I have always been. I've always been alone, thinking that was what I wanted.

Faint. Running in every direction. Intersecting. Connecting. Breaking apart. Reforming. My chest tightened. “This is the system,” I whispered. No answer. Because she. She wasn’t there. The phone in my hand felt heavier suddenly. I looked down. Still dark. Still silent. Disconnected. Completely. “So I’m really alone now,” I said. My voice didn’t echo. Didn’t carry. It just. Stopped. Like sound didn’t travel here. I took a step forward.

I say with certainty. Walking out of the ruins I make a smooth change into my wolf, galloping into the crisp morning air. One sentence repeating itself in my mind over and over: You are all alone. You are all alone. You will always be alone, and you deserve it. That is why they left you.

Convinced myself that patience and devotion and endless, selfless love would eventually be enough. That I would eventually be enough. But I never was. And I never would be. I finally realized, with painful clarity, that I cannot rely on anyone in this world; I am utterly alone. Slowly, painfully, I pressed my palms flat against the cold floor. My arms shook with effort as I forced myself to sit up, to breathe, to survive this moment. "Moon Goddess," I whispered through chattering teeth, curling into myself on the floor. "Please... please give me strength."

I said laughing when he didn't speak. "Anything" It said in a trance. Okay. (Best friend by Rex Orange County) I took a guitar next to me and strummed. "I should've stayed at home" My introduction and I immediately got his attention. 'Cause right now I see all these people that love me " “But I still feel alone Can't help but check my phone " I closed my eyes and felt every lyric I uttered. “I could’ve made you mine But no, it wasn't meant to be and see, I wasn't made for you "I opened my eyes and by that we stare at each other.