The Beta Test Luna

This was the one. Lyra knew it before the scene fully formed—felt it in the weight of the air, the quality of the light, the way her younger self moved through space like someone carrying an impossible burden.

The day everything shattered.

Thornfield. Afternoon. Younger Lyra had just returned from town, groceries in hand, a small toy for Kael hidden in the bag. She was thinking about dinner, about the report due for the pack council, about a dozen small details that filled her days.

She walked through the front door and smelled it immediately. That scent. That impossible, undeniable scent.

Sexual pheromones. Fresh. Overwhelming. His.

The groceries slipped from her fingers. Apples rolled across the floor. The toy—a small wooden wolf Kael had pointed to in the shop window—bounced and spun and came to rest against the wall.

Younger Lyra walked up the stairs. Her legs moved without her permission, carrying her toward the master bedroom she'd shared with Alistair for five years. The door was open.

Inside, Alistair and Seraphine. Naked. Entangled. He was on top of her, moving with a roughness he'd never shown his wife, his face buried in her throat. Seraphine's legs wrapped around his waist, her head thrown back, her mouth open in pleasure.

Younger Lyra stood in the doorway and watched.

She didn't scream. Didn't cry. Didn't throw things or demand explanations. She just stood there, numb, while her husband fucked another woman in the bed where she'd slept beside him for five years, where she'd conceived their son, where she'd held him on nights he'd allowed it.

Alistair's head lifted. Their eyes met.

For one eternal second, he looked at her. His expression didn't change. No guilt. No shame. No fear. Just mild annoyance, as though she'd interrupted something important.

Then he went back to what he was doing.

Younger Lyra turned and walked away.

Down the stairs. Past the scattered groceries. Out the front door. Into the garden where she'd waited for him a thousand nights. She walked until she reached the bench where the elder had warned her, years ago, that love couldn't be forced.

She sat down. Stared at nothing. And didn't cry.

Somewhere behind her, in the house, her son was napping. Her son, who called another woman Mommy now. Who had learned to say that word for someone else because his actual mother was too busy being invisible.

The numbness held for hours. Through the evening. Through the night. Through the next morning, when she finally went inside, packed a bag, and walked out those iron gates for the last time.

She didn't look back.

Lyra watched herself leave and felt something shift inside her. Not grief—she'd grieved already, in ways she hadn't understood until this moment. Not anger—that would come later. What she felt was... recognition.

That woman, walking away from everything she'd loved and lost, was not weak. She was not pathetic. She was not the foolish girl who'd believed love could melt ice.

She was a survivor.

And she had just taken the first step toward becoming the woman Lyra was now.