Novel & Cerita I Am Alone I Am Utterly Alone

My heartbeat quickened I was alone!

The night passed in waves, each moment flowing into the next, leaving me feeling entirely cherished, and as morning neared, I drifted off in his arms, enveloped in a sense of calm and deep connection that felt almost unreal. “Nathan,” I called, wrapped tight in his arm, his penis still in me and his fingers playing with my nipples. “You are not alone,” I said. He pressed a little tiger, his penis still in my vagina clicked. “All I want is you,” he whispered back.

From overwhelming relief. "I am alone," Alone whispered. "I am singular. I am individual. I am myself. Only myself. No others inside. No incompatible consciousnesses sharing my being. No constant warfare. Just me. Just alone. Just singular. I am myself. Finally. After twenty-three years. I am myself again. I am alone. And alone is beautiful. And alone is precious. And alone is exactly what I need. I am alone. Finally. Completely. Blessedly. I am alone." The second consciousness stood separate. Named themselves Peace.

I feel depressed. I feel so alone here.

As I'm staring at the wall I hear the door open. I can't bring myself to see who walked in. Being alone is my new life now. I don't want my hopes up when someone comes to drag me out of the room, only to be left alone in the end. The door closes with a loud click and feet make their way towards me. I close my eyes in an attempt to stop the temptation of looking to see who's here. Please just leave me alone.

Let us not forget eating alone, sitting alone, sleeping alone, and doing everything alone. Tears are continuously flowing from my eyes, thinking about my past. A painful past. Why, God, am I alone? Why do I not have anyone I can love? Why do I not have anyone who loves me? Am I that bad? When will this get over? Why can't you call me Mama? I want to come to you. Tell me, mama, tell me. I do not want to live anymore. Call me Mama, please. I cry as loud as I can. I know no one will hear me here.

Her whole body burned as they tried to pick her off the floor. Then, her reality striked at her again as the voice whispered to her 'You're Alone Now' Drained, she completely blacked out, knowing fully well that was the truth. She was alone!!

🎶Alone by Alan Walker. 🎶If this night is not forever...🎶 🎶At least we are together...🎶 🎶I know I'm not alone...🎶 "You'll never be alone my love," she heard a whisper in the wind. With her eyes closed she couldn't tell if it was Ace or her imaginative voice but right at that moment, dancing in his arms, her head resting on his arms in a beautiful garden she knew she wasn't alone tonight and if she wakes up alone tomorrow then she'd treasure tonight's memory for the rest of her life.

I felt so lonely. This is the sign that I'm really alone in this world. There's a few that treat me good and accept me, but I'm still lonely. I'm still on my own. Bullet, I need you. Please wake me up to this nightmare and whisper to my ears that all she said was just a lie. I'm begging…

I know I am alone. The papers are undeniable. The timelines are unthinkable. The betrayal is complete. I snap photos of it all with trembling hands, with trembling certainty, with the trembling understanding that I have nothing left. My focus blurs with the effort, with the need, with the harsh realization. My breath is quick and shallow. The rain matches the pulse of my desperation, matches the wet edge of my world, matches the sound of everything I can’t keep. Everything. Everything. Everything.