I Am Alone I Am Utterly Alone Novels & Stories

The deadbolts slid back into place with a definitive, echoing finality. We were alone. I immediately turned my attention across the dark room. "Greg! Greg, mate, can you hear me?" I shouted, my voice echoing off the damp brickwork. There was absolutely no response. He remained slumped against the concrete pillar, completely dead to the world. I frantically looked around the small radius my chain allowed. Sitting near my mattress was the small stash of supplies Bryce had left me. I grabbed a heavy plastic bottle of water, shuffled to the absolute furthest edge of my chain's reach, and hurled the bottle across the room.

This New Year, which is tomorrow, I’m going to be completely alone. No calls, no laughter, no “Happy New Year, Holly!” Just silence. And the unbearable weight of what I’ve done. I close my eyes, letting the tears fall freely now. Fuck! I hate my life right now as everything just keeps falling apart.

Mapait na lamang akong napangiti dahil doon. Dahil alam kong katulad din ni tatay noon ay iniwan na rin ako ni nanay. Kung noon ay ramdam ko ang pag-iisa hindi dahil sa kakulangan ng presensiya ni nanay, ay iba na ngayon. Dahil ngayon ko lubusang nararamdaman na walang-wala na ako. I know that this day will be the start of my journey in this world, alone. There's no one that I can lean on to. No person that I'll be able to hold on whenever I'm in pain. There's no one. No one but myself. Alone.

Somewhere to be alone. Somewhere I could fall apart without an audience.

Completely alone. With no one left. Only this bastard inside of me. And that’s where it ends.

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And it tears me apart. — "You know, my love…" I whisper to my son. "Mommy… she's all alone now. But don't worry, okay… I'll hold on. For you." My voice trembles. I hate myself for being so weak. But it's the truth. I'm alone. And no one will knock on that door.

leaving her alone Your cruelty renders me naked in the eye of the storm, you really like to strip me of all that I have dear fate... All Hearts !!

But I guess it’s okay to say that it’s okay not to be okay most of the time. I was standing front and center with the microphone in front of me and although the house isn’t as full tonight, I could still see a lot of heads and pair of eyes watching me. Some of them are in groups but I could see some are alone. Perhaps they’re just like me. Alone and lonely. I'm alright if you're alright And I'm okay if you're okay It's this state, in this state I'm living in It's just a little bit It's just a little bit lonely in this home its always