I Can't Change Even If I Try Song Novels & Stories

If wishes were horses beggars would ride on. I could feel tears balancing on my eyelids and instead of wiping them away I blinked them down my cheeks.I thought after he left her things would be different but nothing has changed.He still doesn't acknowledge me on public and has to wear those stupid glasses and cap. He hasn't even looked for me not even for a second since Ivy walked in.I need to shake it off a little before my mind explodes because of thinking too much about him. I took my phone out of my purse and scrolled through my music playlist.Perfect.The heart wants what it wants by Selena Gomez. You got me sippin' on something

I take a look at the disfigured thing on the ground before me and I drop down as tears escape my eyes. ~what have I become!? Song for the moment; Can We Kiss Forever; Kina ft. Adriana Proenza

His happiness was snatched away from him just like that. He realized that things could change in a snap of a finger. The happiness that he was feeling could be gone, and be replaced with sadness even when he forced life not to. He hoped that it wasn’t the case. He didn’t want that to be the case. He just wanted to be happy. He just wanted Seleen to be happy as well. “Jai guru deva, om Nothing's gonna change my world Nothing's gonna change my world Nothing's gonna change my world Nothing's gonna change my world…”

Bright cold silver moon Tonight alone in my room You were here just yesterday Slight turn of the head Eyes down when you said I guess I need my life to change Seems like something's just aren't the same What could I say? I need a little more luck than a little bit Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit And every time that I try I get tongue tied I'll need a little good luck to get me by I need a little more help than a little bit Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied I need a little good luck to get me by this time

“What do you mean. You hadn’t even tried it yet. And you’re giving up already, you’re helping your friend and you can’t help yourself.” “I don’t know if I can do it again, it’s been five years, it’s gone bad, it isn’t as it was years ago. I can’t face the crowds like I used to or hold up a mic.” “But you didn’t do anything wrong.” “It still doesn’t change if I did it or not. I’m ruined, that’s just it.” “But you can do it, I know you can, just like you sang for me.” “It isn’t that easy. No one wants to listen to my songs or hear me sings. They don’t care about my music. It won’t work”

Harmony I was trying to prevent myself from shaking while I was staring at my laptop. I don’t know what to feel about a post on Friendbook related to me. While I was trying to calm down, I continued to stare at a photo posted with a mocking caption. It was me, standing on a stage while in the midst of holding back my tears. The caption says, "Wow, look at your dumb rich girl stuttering through a debate. Is that all you can do? "

Why can't I hold you in the street Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor I wish that it could be like that Why can't it be like that Cause I'm yours Why can't I say I'm in love I want to shout it from the rooftops I wish that it could be like that Why can't it be like that Cause I'm yours

I stay back watching what is going on. When they stop singing, another sexy baritone voice sings a song by Bruno Mars: Just the Way you are! When I see your face There's not a thing that I would change 'Cause you're amazing Just the way you are And when you smile The whole world stops and stares for a while 'Cause girl, you're amazing Just the way you are Yeah

I can’t breathe. ##########

♥THEME SONG RELATED TO THIS CHAPTER♥ ♥Next To Me Song by WINARTA ♥ ♥If the world leads you, I'll follow it wherever it goes Whenever I'm feeling blue, I'll bottle it so nobody knows How I feel when I walk through the crowd I'm on my way I'm on my way I can't erase, the memories of our past They keep me running back to you I can't escape, the mistake I've made Will you catch me when I finally fall through? Not every story ends the same How do I fix the mess I've made? If I could go back, I wouldn't change a thing If the world goes black, I'll keep you next to me Keep you next me I'd keep you next to me Next to me I'd keep you next to me Not every story ends the same How do I fix the mess I ma