I Can't Change Even If I Try Song の小説・ストーリー

Chapter 18 (Song Kygo - could you love me) “I'm sorry For all the stupid things I'm saying right now I don't know I guess I Just need to love myself a little more Before I love somebody else And I been praying To be a better man for you Oh, oh I hope I'm changing (I hope I'm changing) I just wanna be a better man for you For you, for you Could you love me With all my crazy? Could you look past all the goodbyes, all the maybes?

* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Niga byeonhan geonji (niga byeonhan geonji) (Is it you who changed (Is it you who changed)) Animyeon naega byeonhan geonji (animyeon naega byeonhan geonji) (Or is it me (Or is it me)) I sungan heureuneun siganjocha miwo (I hate this moment, this time flowing by) Uriga byeonhan geoji mwo (We are changed you know) Moduga geureon geoji mwo (Just like everyone you know)

You tried to dull my shine But my light is Undimmable. I am me, unapologetically You thought you would forget me, But guess what? I’m unforgettable. You tried to replace me. My love is Unreplaceable. Now you want to relate to my pain But you and I are Unrelatable. Don’t you know- I am me, unapologetically You wanted to change me. I’m un-customizable. You wanted to mold me, My intellect is Untouchable. You wanted to shape me, For you, my spirit is

How can a person as strong as him be this vulnerable? He could buy almost anything he wanted in this world, and yet he still suffered from this psychological barrier he couldn’t surpass? She started to grow more curious about him. Liam had this veil of mystery that she could not see through. “Jingle bells, jingle bells, jingle all the way…” “Change to a different song!” “I don’t know any other songs,” she scratched her head awkwardly. “Then try another method.” “Music helps you relax.” “But your singing is bad.”

I should be angry and throwing a tantrum, but I am surprised and still come and not angry, just a bit disappointed, though. 'Am sorry I didn't tell. I knew you would disagree. You are so proud, but I want you to be okay. Somewhere I can see you every day and know you are really fine. Steph, you know that I care about you so much that you are always on my mind. Life without you is becoming hard for me. I wish you could just give me a chance to be there for you. To love and cherish you. Please say yes to me. Be my girlfriend.'

(just be tired) Without piling on all sad and scared and out of time (oh) I'm wild (wild) Can I just be wild? (just be wild) Without feeling like I'm failing and I'm losing my mind Can someone just hold me? Don't fix me, don't try to change a thing Oh, someone just know me 'Cause underneath, I'm broken and it's beautiful I'm broken and it's beautiful I'm broken and it's beautiful I'm I'm broken and it's beautiful It's beautiful, it's beautiful (it's beautiful) It's beautiful, yeah, I'm broken and it's beautiful

When I heard the song, I spontaneously started singing along. I'm not a perfect person There's many things I wish I didn't do But I continue learning I never meant to do those things to you And so, I have to say before I go That I just want you to know I've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new And the reason is you I'm sorry that I hurt you It's something I must live with everyday And all the pain I put you through I wish that I could take it all away

Milka grabbed her toes and rocked. “I’ll take that as a yes.” I sighed and grabbed my pencil, switching a couple of words out. “Okay, master songwriter, how about . . .” I strummed the final few notes before the chorus and read off the page. “Seasons pass and feelings change, but don’t you know we’re still the same, I still want you the way I did before, I still want you the way you wanted me. . . . Yeah?” Milka clapped her hands. “Yeah, Dadda!”

But there are mountains (But there are mountains) And there are doors that we can't walk through I know you're wondering why Because we're able to be just you and me within these walls But when we go outside You're gonna wake up and see that it was hopeless after all She circles around me as she sings the high note. There is the proof that we can work. We made something entirely different right now. That no one can break , not even us. No one can rewrite the stars How can you say you'll be mine?

Can't keep my hands to myself My hands to myself Can't keep my hands to myself My hands to myself The doctors say you're no good But people say what they wanna say And you should know if I could I'd breathe you in every single day Oh, cause all of the downs and the uppers Keep making love to each other And I'm trying, trying, I'm trying, trying All of the downs and the uppers Keep making love to each other And I'm trying, trying, I'm trying But I...