I Feel Like A Fool Waiting For You นิยาย & เรื่องราว

Somehow in someway, the touches gives better comfort compared to your words that can't even calm my uneasy mind. "Words fall through me and always fool me and I can't react." Shouldn't I be the one saying that? Your words are the ones falling in my head and they are fooling me. Being the dumb human being as I am, I still react in a way that you anticipated for because instead of questioning the suspicious actions, here I am, staying silent instead after you fooled me for the nth time. "And games that never amount to more than they're meant will play themselves out."

XAVIERA Once bitten, twice shy. My ancestors would weep. Fool me once, you're a fool, fool me twice, I'm the fool. I had been a fool, twice. What was I thinking ? That he'd changed? Overnight? I was really a fool to even expect any change. That tricky bastard had made a fool of me twice. Making me delicate, wobbly, needy and cheap. I bet he was testing how easy it would be to take me to bed, and I had proved he didn't need to do much.

“Date? Like a actual date” “Yes you dork I want you to see I’m actually not that bad of a person and show you I’ll be a good mate” “Oh, we’ll you’ve done messed that up” I snarl “How?” He mumbles “Your supposed to wait for your mate and as we both know you didn’t so you have already failed with that part” He sighs “I know and I’m sorry for that but I want to make it up to you and besides you can’t tell me you waited”

"You can trust me." Why did I suddenly feel like a terrible person?

“Come to me now” Wait. Did I just fail in my own game?

I am yearning to see her opening her eyes, smiling at me,talking to me. "Please come back ,Amu."I whispered ,leaning close to her face, with a heart wrenching pain in my chest. "It's getting difficult for me to wait for you.I'm tired now. Tired of making others believe that you'll be back.Tired of convincing myself that you wouldn't go anywhere leaving me alone.I... Can't ...."my voice trailed off as tears flowing in my eyes,an irrational surge of pain flooding through me. "Please get up,Amu.Please come back to me."I begged in broken voice as I leaned down ,closed my eyes,rested my chin on the edge of her pillow.I couldn't afford to be weak but I am human after all.

I feel like a very useless person. It's all my fault.

I've done nothing but love you. I'm so stupid, still foolishly clinging to him! When will it be my turn to be chosen, Cole Aiden!

"You, you love me too? Are you joking now?" My tears suddenly fall! Damn! Damn you, Ian, for making me act like an idiot !!!!

I guess I just caved in first. All I want is love that lasts Is all I want too much to ask? Is it something wrong with me? All I want is a good guy Are my expectations far too high? Try my best but what can I say? All I have is myself at the end of the day Shouldn't that be enough for me?