I Feel You Crumble In My Arms นิยาย & เรื่องราว

I was teetering on a ridge. My world exploded into white-hot stars. My body arched. And in a final, shuddering cry ripping from my throat. I tipped over the edge. I unraveled completely in his arms.

*X Ambassadors- Unsteady *Anson Seabra- Broken *Astrid S- Years *NF- Paralyzed *~*~*~* No. No, no, no, no, no. Anger, fear and hurt bustle in me, my body is shaking and I can't stop it. Whatever hope I had in me is gone now, emptiness taking its place. "What the f*ck is this?!" I yell turning to him, I haven't moved into the room much more.

Not when it felt like betrayal had already curled its fingers around my throat. “Pearl, wait,” Anastasia tried again, grabbing my arm. “I’m sure it’s not what it looks like. Let’s just go talk to him—” “I can’t,” I said, pulling my hand free. “I can’t do this right now.” “Let the sky fall / When it crumbles / We will stand tall…” But I wasn’t standing tall. I was breaking apart, piece by piece, word by word. I turned, my heels echoing like gunshots against the hallway floor. I didn’t look back. I couldn’t.

“Each smile that you make, touches my heart The thoughts of you linger in me, As I close my eyes because I don’t want to see you go Asking myself, How can you hurt me so? The laughter and kisses that we shared… Is now shattered into pieces How could you do this to me? You left me nothing but my insanity”

I stopped at the edge, toes pressing into the damp soil. Finally, I let myself feel it. All of it. And there, under the halo of a flickering lamppost, I finally collapsed to the ground. My arms wrapped tight around my knees as if that could keep me from unraveling. But it didn’t. My chest heaved, and the sob that tore out of me was jagged, ugly, helpless. My makeup ran with every tear, streaking down my cheeks like ink bleeding off a ruined painting. Pathetic. Let it all fall apart.

I should've known, how could a heart like yours ever love a heart like mine? I just love building things up and then ✨shattering✨ it so my readers have a mental breakdown. It's what I live for, LMFAO! SORRY!! Anyways, y'all, hold on tight because this is only getting crazier.

His hand comes up to smooth away the tears, his expression concerned as he cuddles me closely. “I know I’m really useless at talking, it just feels so one-sided. You’re giving me so much and I clam up, the words won’t come.” I bury my face in his neck, wrapping my arms around him tightly, afraid he will disappear, clinging on like he’s a life raft. His arms come around me snugly, hauling me as close to him as humanly possible.

I think I am broken. -----------

“Come with both your Daddies inside you. Let us feel you fall apart.” I shattered.

And with all the fear, all the longing, all the tension that’s been breaking them apart His arms wrap around me , pulling me close, like I'm everything he’s been starving for. My heart breaks and heals at the same time. I gives in, fully and completely