I Feel You Crumble In My Arms นิยาย & เรื่องราว

Everything I’ve been holding in, everything I’ve shoved deep down… spills out like water breaking through a cracked dam. I cry. Goddess, I cry like I haven’t in months. My chest hurts. My throat burns. My heart feels like it’s been ripped open and handed back to me in pieces. I think I’m stronger than this. I’ve built an empire, haven’t I? I’ve led rogues, faced threats, survived betrayals, and stood tall through it all. But whenever Adrian stands in front of me… I fall apart. Every single time. His voice keeps echoing in my head.

“Since I was told not to.” I rocked into them, let myself spit for them, took everything they gave me, and even begged them for more. My arms failed first, collapsing under the weight of my own surrender. Then I felt my thigh begin to tremble. They hold me on their own now, pinned between them and trapped in their rhythm. I was theirs to use. The stretch made my eyes sting. My mouth was open wide with the soundless moan I couldn't control. There wasn't a word anymore coming out of it.

Chapter 17 Who are you to make me feel so good? Who are we to tell ourselves that we’re misunderstood? Were always falling on each other like were both lost in in the dark. I don’t think you know me much at all, all, ALL! -Ellie Goulding (This Love)

I want you to know that, now and forever, my soul is linked with yours, regardless of what happens next. His words chill me, not because I'm afraid, but because of the pure emotion that permeates our talk. I feel his heartbeat steady as I reach up and place my touch against his chest. The tension of it all makes my voice crack a little as I mutter, "In your arms, I find my strength to defy fate."

He took a deep breath and continued. "I can't take the weight of your love, I just can't. I'm getting lost on you, I feel like you'll be safe in the hands of another. I'm beyond damaged, I'm broken to the core. There are times I've felt maybe I'm not broken, just bent, but now, now I know I'm broken. Despite knowing broken things still work, I also know there's an expiry date. Broken things work till they don't."

“Things have changed.” Lucas held my hand, looking at my face. “What changed? Are you alright?” “I am, except that my feelings…are changing.” I walked towards my bed and sat down. “I don’t know what’s wrong with me.” Lucas walked towards me, sat down beside me and snapped his fingers in front of me. “You have a crush? You’ve fallen for someone??” I turned to look at him, stuttering. “I…I…” He clapped, jumping to his feet. “Then I think it’s the right time for me to tell you about her!”

“But your love… your love feels like a cage. It’s suffocating. It’s destroying my soul. It’s stressing me the fuck out.” I shook, tears spilling freely now. “You… you bastard. How… how could you…?” My voice cracked, broken, trembling with pain. My world had just shattered in front of me, and there was no coming back from this.

Bella's eyes were teary with tears threatening to fall, she never knew she could sing this beautiful and she sings the along as if she's the composer of the song. How many times will you let me... change my mind and turn around? I can now decide to let you... save my life, than to drown... I hope that you'll see right... through my walls... I hope that you catch me... cause I'm already falling... I will always let our love... get so close... you put your arms around me... and I am home...

"Please take me! Please... you know I want this. Pleeeease...! Take me!" I could feel the crimson washing over my face, and tears are forming at the corners of my eyes. I felt so helpless and small within this man's arms, and yet his grasp is so reassuring... I felt so vulnerable, but his strength is all I need. My legs could give out beneath me, and I would not fall... which is good, because they are practically jelly at the moment.

*singing* Why is it so hard for you To properly See me trying I get shocked to see How much I get hurt because of you My days are a struggle Even my dreams are painful If it was you How would it be If these crazy days became yours If you break down as much as me Will you know? All the pain that fills me To the point where my heart is about to explode How much I want you If it was you I would just love me If you break down as much as me Will you know?