I Feel You Crumble In My Arms 소설 & 이야기

All my failures come pouring down, and they suffocate me. Who am I?

We were blasting, Icona Pop whilst dancing in his living room. "I got this feeling on the summer day when you were gone, I crashed my car into the bridge, I watched, I let it burn", I sang. "I threw your shit into a bag and pushed it down the stairs I crashed my car into the bridge, I don't care!" he chimed. Then together we started singing, "I love it, I don't care! ...You're on a different road, I'm in the Milky Way You want me down on Earth, but I am up in space You're so damn hard to please, we gotta kill this switch

I was fine without it, after a while, I didn't miss it anymore. I got accustomed to the quiet and didn't have the strength to fight it. But when you smile at me, something stirs inside me and I can't break through my insecurity. (Chorus) repeat twice Said I wouldn't, Said I wouldn't babe, Said I wouldn't fall in love again. You opened up a part of me I thought had disappeared. Should I surrender to your power? Burning deep within me l feel the fire. Now would it be a crazy thing to walk the tightrope again? Would you promise to wait when this soul of mind is failing?

I buried my face back in his chest. Everything inside me crumbled. I wasn’t strong anymore. I was just a broken mess of panic and blood and fear. But in his arms, I felt like maybe—just maybe—I was still alive.

Everything shudders a‌t o‌nce. A broken curse tear‌s from my throat as my arms give out and I‌ collapse over her, every muscle trem‌bling. Hea⁠t fl‌oods thro⁠ugh me, wave af‌ter wave,⁠ lea⁠ving me hollo‍wed out and shaki⁠ng. I press my face into t‍he crook of her neck, trying t⁠o catch my breath‌, trying‌ to‍ steady the st⁠orm inside me.

Inside, I’m crumbling. My heart shatters in silent pieces that no one can see. My chest feels hollow, like something essential was scooped out and replaced with ice. I want to cry. But I won’t. Not yet.

Will things ever get better for me again? I don’t hold back my tears as I hurriedly make my way out of the venue, feeling nothing but a crippling pain in my chest when I miss my footing and as I am about to fall, a strong pair of arms grab me but it’s where one of the arms grabbed that makes me too aware and agitated. It’s holding too firmly to my tits, squeezing my nipple between two fingers. “Let me go!” I yell, only to turn my face upwards and it’s none other than Mr. Icy glares himself.

"ITS YOU, IT'S ALWAYS YOU... IF I'M EVER GONNA FALL IN LOVE I KNOW IT'S GONNA BE YOU IT'S YOU... IT'S ALWAYS YOU MET A LOT OF PEOPLE BUT NOBODY FEELS LIKE YOU SO PLEASE DON'T BREAK MY HEART DON'T TEAR ME APART I KNOW HOW IT STARTS TRUST ME I BEEN BROKEN BEFORE DON'T BREAK ME AGAIN I AM DELICATE PLEASE DON'T BREAK MY HEART TRUST ME I BEEN BROKEN BEFORE I BEEN BROKEN YEAH.. I KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO BE OPEN AND THEN FIND OUT YOUR LOVE ISN'T REAL I'VE BEEN HURTING YEAH I AM HURTING INSIDE I AM SO SCARED TO FALL IN LOVE BUT IF IT WAS YOU THEN I'LL TRY ITS YOU... IT'S ALWAYS YOU IF I'M EVER GONNA FALL IN LOVE I KNOW ITS GONNA BE YOU ITS YOU IT'S ALWAYS YOU.. MET A LOT OF PEOPLE BUT NOBODY FEELS LIKE

Without you, I feel broken Like I'm half of a whole Without you, I've got no hand to hold Without you, I feel torn Like a sail in a storm Without you, I'm just a sad song You're the perfect melody The only harmony I wanna hear You're my favorite part of me With you standing next to me I've got nothing to fear It started clapping.. even I couldn't control my own hand and clapped spontaneously. I smiled at her. Without you, I feel broken Like I'm half of a whole Without you, I've got no hand to hold Without you, I feel torn Like a sail in a storm Without you Without you, I feel broken Like I'm half of a whole