I Hate Having A Crush Novels & Stories

"I will tell you about this incident that happened. There was this girl a year younger to us in our school who had a huge crush on Alec..." "Crush? Hades innocently interrupts and I am obliged to explain to this oblivious god. "Crushing, is a feeling you have for someone....who is very special and precious to you, okay? And its not love, YET! But you don't see them as a friend either, like its more than just friendship. " "Its basically....cruelly frustrating, mostly one-sided and very complicated." I sign off and by his nod I continue only to have forgotten what I was previously speaking of.

This is fucking sadistic. I want to turn him inside out, and find out what makes him tick, what makes him crack, what makes him smile. The feeling is foolish, like heady butterflies swarming my stomach, and making me want to gag. Well, it's a crush, and everyone has one of those. I shrug at Salvatore. "Well, something like that. I'm not sure I really like him, but yeah, I think." I ramble the half lie with a pinch of truth out.

Isabella stopped applying her makeup, put it down, and looked at her friend. "Listen, I don't want to physically get into your love life because it won't make any meaning for the both of us if we do. I don't want to speak to him on your behalf because sincerely, I don't like him. I can't stand him as well, his name is something that I do not want to hear. I am only tolerating all of these because he is your crush.

Mostly because Oliver was particularly cruel at that point, and also because he probably would have found my crush amusing had I ever admitted it to him. "It was merely a crush, that's all. And I think it would only hurt me if I allowed myself to think about what it would be like..." I sigh, looking out the window at the blooming pink trees swaying gently in the breeze. Kaia giggles into her hand. "The only way it would be life-ruining is if it made it impossible to move on with another simpleton." I roll my eyes at her. I'm not concerned with meeting someone new and moving on. Not for a while.

Odell’s POV That morning, when I woke up, the first thing that came back to me her voice. I love you. I lay there staring at the ceiling. Nicole was drunk. It was her first time drinking. Of course, it hit her hard. She said crazy things. People always say crazy things when they’re drunk. There was no way she meant it. Especially knowing her, she was quiet, reserved, and always buried in books. Even if she had felt something at some point, she wouldn’t still feel it now. People outgrow stupid childhood crushes. It had to be the alcohol.

"Feeling used but I'm still missing you And I can't see the end of this Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips And now all this time is passing by But I still can't seem to tell you why It hurts me every time I see you Realize how much I need you I hate you, I love you I hate that I love you I don't want to but I can't put Nobody else above you I hate you, I love you I hate that I want you You want her, you need her And I'll never be her......." (Note:"I Hate U, I Love U" is a song by American singer and rapper Gnash featuring American singer Olivia O'Brien. It was released on February 17, 2016)

I swallowed hard, trying to get rid of the suffocating and chest-squeezing feeling. I felt my eyes start to feel damp as I blinked away any tears because I was not some pathetic, weak, school-girl who was going to cry over her crush that didn't mean anything. I was so much stronger than this and had so many serious things happen to me, it almost made me want to vomit at myself for being like this. Crushes are very heartbreaking things, if you think about it. It's strange how much you can go through but still be hurt over a stupid boy in the end of the day.

Mom argued. I lost my temper and stood abruptly from the table. “We were kids then, Mom. Kids! How many times do you have to say it? It was a harmless crush. We were five. We weren't even teenagers. Can you stop saying the crush thing already? I am sick of it!” I spat. “No! No, I won't!” her voice roared. I inhaled and breathed out calmly. “See. This is the problem! You always want things to go your way even if nobody likes it. What the fuck is your problem?!”

Dear diary, Loving is hard. What's even harder is accepting the fact that no matter what, no matter how many efforts you put into it. You might never be loved back. I am not even sure if I am asking for love. A little less pain will work. To him, I am just some girl. He knows that I have a little crush on him, It hurts me to say that just a crush. But he doesn't cares. And why will he care? A lot of girls have a crush on him. But to me his flaws are perfection. I have pictured ourselves together living our perfect life. When I know that its not what he wants or its not like he will ever want that.

I turned to him and chuckled but he didn't turn, so I simply reverted my gaze back to the ceiling. “Well, the beating of the heart when the guy is around is the major thing, and then, blushing unnecessarily” I bit my lower lip. “The last crush I had was on a newbie who was even a junior by one level. He's probably a misogynist because the day he caught me blushing, he embarrassed me publicly” I laughed. “I stopped liking him after that. I guess my crush for him already expired. Like I said, my crush disappears in days and then my heart stops beating fast” I laughed again