Novel & Cerita I Love Vampires

I know I’ll have that same dream. I hate it. Slumping back on the cushions, I put my feet up on the coffee table and stare at the ceiling. The room is dark, but it doesn’t bother me. The darkness is soothing. I always knew love would never be in my cards. Can’t be with a vampire because I’m too weak. Vampires are an ambitious sort. They like power and strength.

Even if it means losing everything. I enter my room and slam the door hard, the bitterness burning in my gut, the bitterness of loss. I had no idea a vampire could truly fall in love. To me, that was something for those with constantly warm, flowing blood, and the stories told by the rare marked mates were just lies to avoid sharing females. Yet I was wrong. A vampire can fall in love—truly. But not me. I have always been cold, indifferent, solitary. I never cared about anyone or anything, not even life itself. I never felt anything… until I met her, until I spoke with her, until I was enchanted by her. And now I feel everything. I feel too much. I feel too much for her.

Humans are high-minded animals, they can choose to be faithful to only one person or to have feelings for many people. So for Vampires, what is love like?

Talk to her. If she wanted my company, she would ask for it. Maybe she’s thinking the same thing, man. I started the car and let the heater kick on. It was almost spring, but it was still cold and wet. Winter was my favorite season. I loved the clouds and the darkness. I ran hot, so the heat of summer was like a furnace, and the daylight was like a laser on my skin. If vampires were a real thing, I would opt for immortality and permanent darkness.

Her voice sounded soothing followed by soft knocks against my door. "This isn't the same MD, this isn't fucking same. I loved him. For the first time in my life, someone cared enough to stay with me for two years. That's huge. Everything was… just a fucking lie to him. There were no real feelings. I am so stupid. " I let go of everything again, not caring about anything at this point. I just lost the person I loved so much.

"Feeling used but I'm still missing you And I can't see the end of this Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips And now all this time is passing by But I still can't seem to tell you why It hurts me every time I see you Realize how much I need you I hate you, I love you I hate that I love you I don't want to but I can't put Nobody else above you I hate you, I love you I hate that I want you You want her, you need her And I'll never be her......." (Note:"I Hate U, I Love U" is a song by American singer and rapper Gnash featuring American singer Olivia O'Brien. It was released on February 17, 2016)

Nino answers the phone with a big question mark because it is quite weird to receive a call from his neighbor Lana at the moment even though they have known each other for 2 years already. She is a young woman who was wasted by a womanizer when she was new to her first job. The leader’s gentle and sweet mask let the naive girl get lost in her blinded love, and when she gave herself to him, her dream broke. She was hit by the cruelty and what was more suffocating was her pregnancy. However, she was a strong and kind woman who decided to raise the baby on her own because she could never think of abortion. As years went by, she is now living in the apartment next to Nino with her 5-year-old lit

I already have my heart in my throat but I keep telling myself that I will be fine. - Don’t tell me you need another glass of water! - No, I am fine, thank you. - This way please! The wooden door that I was about to pass through had some interesting motifs on it. Like some bats with long teeth all flying randomly. Why this feels so damn familiar? The answer is obvious, because my encounter with those vampires was still fresh in my mind. I shiver a little at that thought but nevertheless I tried to keep my sanity around these

Seconds passed before she said anything. " I just really, really don't like you..." she said. She turned back to her notes and I knew that our conversation was over. I paged through my book and also started taking down notes, deciding that I could at least try to distract myself away from her. How could she not like me when she knew nothing about me. I then remembered that I did not have the best reputation and began to understand. “I guess my reputation isn’t all that great.” I said. Again, she looked up at me, and, to my surprise, said, “I could honestly not care less about your stupid reputation. All vampires are monsters, you’re just a vampire who doesn’t hide the fact that you’re a sick

“Thought you didn’t crave blood.” There was a bit of humor in his voice. A lot of vampires will drink the blood of their lovers during sex for an even more intense orgasm. However, they weren’t usually human so there aren’t any risks. Tessa was different; I could have killed her. I had never done that before out of fear that I would take it too far. But I couldn’t resist her; especially when she asked so sweetly. “I don’t,” I told him with finality. “But Tessa’s different…”