I M Gonna Say The N Word 소설 & 이야기

Ntando: don't even dare tryna make a fool out of me go and eat your cake. Me: Nalina njena ikhekhe lami( Touching ntando's pussy) Ntando: Who told you it's yours.?(blinking multiple times) Me: angith ngiyi ndoda ntando ngyasho nje. Ntando: you talking shiit bro. Me: did you just said that to me?( giving her an evil eye) Ntando : yea...no no I mean no Man you know what I mean?

I dragged trailing off, My voice faltering under the weight of what I wasn't saying. A nervous chuckle escaped me as I rubbed the back of my neck, heart pounding against the walls of restraint. "I just-look Nadia, I don't know how to say this without sounding more ridiculous, but you've been on my mind more than I'd like to admit." My voice softened. "I don't want to make things harder for you... or for me. But I had to see you again." I stopped, biting back the rest of my words, before I could go any deeper, hoping she might hear the truth I couldn't bring himself to say.

To a strolling passerby, we'd probably look quite the joke; two teen school girls locked in a staring contest. Any other day, I'm the type of girl who nothing ruffles her feathers, and although i may not be the definition of coolness personified, or all honeyed smiles at every hand of the clock; I can't be accused of lacking self control, like ever. In Naija-speak, I'm what you'd refer to as "She no get wahala. But this babe in my face right now is getting on my nerves. Anger is infectious, same as a number of other emotions just like it. So i fire back "Yes, se-the-fuck-riously!".

Mokunfayo Badmus: You are not their mother, You are not my mother, You're not a mother, You can never be a mother… Weeks after the altercation with both Mike and my nephew, those words they'd left in wake of their cruelty still haunted me in both my sleep, my subconscious and even my wide-eyed consciousness.

Nai: “You okay there Naraja? You're lookin’ a little sad n’ wonky in the face. You okay? You okay?” Naraja: “I hear you! I hear you! Geez! First of all, who the hell says ‘sad ‘n wonky’ in the same sentence and I’m alright, I’m alright my face just tends to do this, don't worry about it too much, k.” Nai: “Hmmm, if y’a say so but if there’s something bothering you, just say so.” Naraja: “Aah, ‘just say so’, huh. I’ll keep that in mind in the back of my mind as a mental tab...”

I look at my food and spit out the only word that comes to mind. "Fuck."

Isioma said, holding and somewhat dragging her left ear as her mother did back in Enugu. “Yes, I did baby. I was only singing alongside I didn’t mean it derogatorily,” he responded in defense. “Well, you’re white. I’m going to need you to stop saying it: song or not. Okay?” He didn’t wait for a second before responding, “Isioma sometimes you upset me. What is bad in me saying the n-word? I haven’t used it on you or any colored persons; I am only saying it as it was said in the song.”

I'm so fucked. *****************************************

"And I'm a man of my word, I wouldn't try to convince you but who said that you won't come to me on your own, Güzel?" I took a deep shaky breath as I realised one thing… I'm fucked.