I Remember When I Lost My Mind

Layla's life has never been normal. From a young age she was raised by vampires, only to fall into the hands of a pack. Everyday after that, Layla's life gets more complicated and more scary. At first her biggest problems seems to be who she is and who she loves, but never has a person been so wrong, because her biggest chose will be to choose who lives and who dies. This book contains, sexual scenes, violence, death and other triggering matters, please read at own risk. I hope you love my new book.

"Nyebut, Re. Nyebut!" Amelia mengguncang kedua lengan sahabatnya. "Jatuh cinta sama sodara sendiri itu dosa. Dosa besar!" "Tapi gue hamil anak dia, Mel." "Zian tahu lo hamil?" Rere menggeleng dengan ragu. "Belum," "Gugurin!" gadis tomboy itu menyambar cepat. "Gugurin anak itu sekarang. Biar gue bantuin." .... Setelah Rania dan Nayra meninggal, Arga membawa anak perempuan dari istri keduanya untuk tinggal satu atap bersama Zian, anak dari istri pertamanya. Gadis bernama Rere itu tidak pernah menerima keputusan sang Papa. Maka dari itu, semenjak tinggal di rumah baru, dia berubah menjadi anak yang sulit di atur, badung dan sering keluyuran malam. Berbeda dengan Zian yang selalu duduk di rumah dan menjadi anak baik. Itulah sebabnya, Arga lebih menyayangi Zian daripada Rere. Karena pilih kasih dari sang ayah lah Rere jadi benci pada kakak tirinya. Sampai suatu hari, dia berniat mengerjai Zian dengan menyeret lelaki itu ke sebuah pesta malam. Yang tanpa di duga-duga, membuat mereka terlibat dalam kecelakaan yang bernama "Jatuh cinta".

“Miss Green, the results show that you have late-stage pancreatic cancer. The situation isn’t good for you. If you give up on treatment, you might have less than a month left. Are you sure you don’t want to receive treatment? Will your husband agree to it?” “I’m sure that… he will.” After I hung up, I surveyed the empty house and felt sadness fill every fiber of my heart. I had thought that the pain I felt was due to my dear old friend, gastritis, but it was cancer. I sighed and looked at the picture on the table. The eighteen-year-old Zach Stone stared at me in the photo. It had been years since, but I still remembered how the snow had fallen on my hair. At that time, Zach had smiled and asked whether this counted as us growing old together.

Demi menolak perjodohan, Ilona pergi dari rumah. Berjanji akan berjumpa dengan kekasih hati di kota yang masih terlalu asing untuknya. Dia hanya ingin bersatu dengan Arsenio, pemuda yang menajdi cinta pertamanya. Namun, dalam pelarian, gadis itu mengalami kejadian tidak terduga. Dapatkah Ilona berjumpa dengan kekasih hati? Atau menyerah dan menerima perjodohan yang telah diputuskan oleh orang tuanya?

In the three years since I became Zander's mate, I've tried to kill myself ninety-nine times. Kidnapped by a rival pack in my youth, years of torture nearly destroyed me. I clawed my way back to the Crescent Moon Pack, only to find my place had been taken by an adopted daughter, Vivian. My Beta parents doted on her, and my fated mate—the Alpha himself—had eyes only for her. I begged them, told them my kidnapping and my suicide attempts weren't accidents, but all I ever heard was: "Ember, you're delusional. You just wandered off and got lost." "You tried to drown yourself in the river." The people closest to me, and not one of them believed me. Until the ninety-ninth time. Another "suicide." When I woke up three days later, I rubbed my aching head. My eyes were vacant, my own gaze foreign to me. I had forgotten who I was, forgotten the humiliation I'd endured, forgotten the desperate girl who had thrown away her dignity for a scrap of her Alpha's affection. At the pack ceremony, while everyone waited for me to fawn pathetically over Zander, a single tear slid down my cheek for reasons I couldn't comprehend. I wiped it away and, under the shocked stares of the entire pack, announced calmly: "Zander," my voice was steady. "I don't love you anymore. So I, Ember of the Crescent Moon Pack, hereby reject you as my mate." "This little act again?" Zander sneered, his eyes glinting with the same casual contempt they always held for me. But he didn't know. This time, I was leaving him for good. It wasn't until I vanished completely that the ones who'd never believed me were the ones who truly went mad.

"You belong to me!" he said in his deep, husky voice, sending shivers down my spine. "And you are mine to love, princess!" His tone was full of possessiveness. "Let me go-" I started to protest, but he silenced me by pressing his index finger to my lips. "Shh, be quiet!" he whispered softly against my lips. I looked into his eyes, which were filled with desire and longing. "It's just you and me tonight, and I want to make it special for us," his strong voice sent chills down my spine. My heart raced as I felt his fingers at the edge of my dress, ready to tear it away. *"I'm about to do the most sinful things with you now, Jaan!"* His voice echoed in my ears. "I've waited long enough!" His voice grew deeper with desire. "No, please-"before I finish my sentence, he interrupted me as air rushed around my body. He ripped my dress in two pieces.

Mengagumi tanpa dicintai. Itulah hal yang Kia rasakan. Gadis yang terkenal cantik, pintar dan juga manja. Entah takdir seperti apa yang menghampirinya, karena saat cinta yang pertama kali tumbuh dalam hati, justru tertambat pada gurunya sendiri—Yuda. Setelah sekian lama Kia memendam rasa itu. Kini, dia memberanikan diri untuk mengungkapkan perasaannya itu. Namun, penolakanlah yang dia dapatkan. Karena ternyata sang guru sudah memiliki kekasih, hal yang tidak dia ketahui. Di tengah rasa sakit yang dia rasakan, Arya—teman sekelasnya—datang menawarkan sebuah cinta lain. Lalu, takdir berkata lain. Kekasih Yuda mengalami kecelakaan dan meninggal. Berita ini tersebar di lingkungan sekolah dan terdengar oleh Kia. Membuat hati gadis cantik itu menjadi bimbang. Antara mempertahankan hubungan dengan Arya atau kembali berusaha mendapatkan cinta sang guru? Apakah yang akan dipilih oleh Kia? Siapakah cinta sejati Kia?

From hatred to love, a bond was created between Rani and Sidd. Not without drastic challenges that are meant to separate them forever. Will their newly developed love withstand the challenges? Or will they allow their hatred to overpower their love and get separated forever?

On the way to the airport, a Valterra tried to cut me off. After overtaking, he kept blocking my way. Since I was running late and did not want trouble, I chose to tolerate it. However, my tolerance only made him even more aggressive. In less than a hundred meters, he cut me off five times. I could not take it anymore and decided to call the police. But as I was reading his license plate to the officer, I snapped and slammed my foot on the gas. Blood rushed to my face when I realized that this Valterra was the birthday present my wife had asked me for just last week.

Connor Lockwood abandons me at the hospital's entrance even though I'm bleeding in the middle of my pregnancy. He insists on sending his client, a divorcée, home. The blood flows down my legs, but he hurries off without another look back. He should've been at the hospital and by my side, but instead, I see him in his client's social media update. It's captioned, "Thank goodness for my wonderful lawyer. Do you know who gets to have hangover soup when they're drunk? Me!" I spend the rest of the night wide awake. The following morning, I calmly dial a number. "Dad, I've made up my mind. I'll return home in three days to take over the company."