Novel & Cerita I Wish You Could See Yourself Through My Eyes

I thought, from my reaction, I did not like sour things. I walked along the stream, following it as the letter said. The sun had risen in the sky, but I still was not near a town. I felt like I had been walking for hours. Watching the fish swim passed me, I groaned. “Where is this fucking town at?!” Yelling to no one but myself. I did not feel tired, but I did feel irritated. I looked at my skin as I walked, noticing it did not look like amber anymore. It was a normal, caramel brown. I guessed that is what he meant by hide my skin. I frowned though, kind of missing the shining my skin did as the sun hit it. It was still soft to the touch. I stopped and looked in the stream at my reflection.

I wish I was unconscious I wanted that candy I wish I had died in their place Is there any difference between the hell I live in and what would be condemned after death? I felt the gaze burning my skin like acid, I managed to fix our gazes without taking my face off the dirty marble in fear of another dose of humiliation, for the first time in my life I was lucid enough to see with all clarity the hatred reflected by the intense glow of the blue eyes.

Hate. I hate myself. Self-loathing filled me and threatened to explode. I felt like I was going to combust. How? How has he done it? How can he still stand to touch me, to be near me? Just the thought of what I’ve done is enough to make me sick. I’m disgusted with myself. This world is getting blurry and I focus on the moon above. I’m out of air, out of the will to live, out of time. I don’t deserve it, I shouldn’t want it, I shouldn’t dare, but I do. I wish to see him. I want… I want to see those obsidian eyes one last time. My hands fall to my side as my head lolls to the side.

It was a song by Melissa Manchester, looking through the eyes of love. Please don’t let this feeling end It’s everything I am; everything I wanna be I can see what’s mine now Finding out what’s true, since I’ve found you Looking through the eyes of love…… And now I do believe that even in the storm, we’ll find some light Knowing you’re beside me; I’m alright Looking through the eyes of love… Grace’s eyes were getting a little teary. Her gaze seemed to have gone further past the wall, getting more and more distant.

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I wish I could share with you my every secret but how afraid I am to witness the disgust in your eyes for me that I always end up sewing my own lips before I could even open them. ______________________________________ Next will be updated soon. Do like and give feedback. Spread the purple heart.

Get me with those green eyes, baby As the lights go down Gimme something that'll haunt me whenever you're not around 'Cause I see, sparks fly, when you smile. My mind forgets to remind me, you're a bad idea You touch me once and it's really something You find I'm even better than you, imagined I would be. I'm on my guard for the rest of the world But with you, I know its no good And I could wait patiently But I really wish you would. Drop everything now Meet me in the pouring rain Kiss me on the sidewalk Take away the pain 'Cause I see, sparks fly, whenever you smile. Get me with those green eyes, baby

CALLUM The tip of my pencil moves against the page in quick, sure, strokes as a Nine Inch Nails song blasts through my earbuds, a heavy guitar rift drilling into my skull. The eyes I’m currently drawing are etched into my memory; surrounded in a fan of long, dark lashes and brimming with sadness. I wish I’d never seen that sorrowful look in her eyes. I wish even more that I wasn’t the one who put it there. And I wish I wasn’t stuck in a masochistic loop of drawing her eyes like this over and over again, forcing myself to confront the cruel consequences of my actions.

The evening dawns on me, As for life, it laughs at me, I try not to see but am hopeless. "But I am alright, Since the pain is from you," I would hold it in my heart, As the last thing you left behind." "Your thoughts keep coming back to my head, I try to stop them but it's useless, You still live in my head, like a beautiful dream, Yet, to disappear from my world." "I wish you could see, what you mean to me, I wish you could see the world through my eyes. I wish you knew how painful it is to live without you,

JASON In your eyes I see there's something burning inside you, In your eyes I know it hurts to smile but you try to, You always try to hide the pain You always know just what to say I always look the other way I'm blind, I'm blind In your eyes, you lie, but I don't let it define you Oh, define you I tried to find love In someone else too many times But I hope you know I mean it When I tell you you're the one that was on my mind, When it's said, when it's done, yeah I would never let you know I'm ashamed of what I've done, yeah When I look at you In your eyes I see there's something burning inside you Oh, inside you In your eyes I know it hurts to smile but you try to Oh, you try to