If I Can't Love Her Novels & Stories

It left my mouth without giving me a chance to stop it, "But I can't." She deserved a beautiful life, a mate who could love her and sacrifice anything for her sake. She deserved to be loved, but all I could give her was only pain and hatred. I had nothing else, I could not give her anything else. I was a miserable human being who have embraced his demons in such a way that now they were inseparable from me. I was incapable of loving anyone without being suppressed by the fear of defeat. I could not love her, not in this life, at least.

I wiped the tears before they had a chance to fall. “I can’t be responsible for your downfall, Z. I can’t do it.” Her voice was barely above a whisper. “It’s not…” She pushed against me and stumbled back. “I can’t do that! I love you! I have no other way to explain this feeling but I fucking love you, Zachary Anderson, and I cannot live with myself if I drag you down with me!” Her cries made me freeze.

"How did you know?" He remembered that night vividly. She had been angry at him. He had botched a mission and still ran through the pouring rain across Wendover just to buy her favorite cupcake. That night, she had looked at him and said, "It's not that I'm easy to please. It's just… I still love you. But if the day comes when I stop loving you, even putting a gun to your head won't make a difference." Leo pulled out the cupcake from the insulated bag, and she took it without a word.

She said and leaves Caspian still stunned blocks her way " If I can't be the one you love let me at least be a father to your son " " What ! "

he started stammering and then blew air through his teeth. "I think the greatest tragedy of all, is to deem yourself incapable of love. No it's not that I can't love or that I won't fall in love. It's just that I simply consider myself incapable of staying in love. The thought, the unbearable heaviness of someone getting to know me is too much for the fragile shell of my body to bear. It is, afterall, just a shell into which the pain behind my mother's tears seeps and then dries up into salt and bitterness.

“I wish I could give myself to you as he gave himself to Deborah.” “But you can’t?” “No,” I say softly. “I don't think I can. I don’t know how to love anymore.”

Dane says to me, but I do not reply because I'm still trying to see where he's going with the explanation. “She is in love with me but I'm not.” “I cannot love .” He says.

I couldn't say it because I'm weak. I just wish that you love me instead of her. I just wish that you wouldn't look for anybody else and be content with me. I know, I'm not good at anything. I try hard and if maybe there are chances, maybe, I'll love you more. And I don't want to get to that point that I will lose my sanity. If ever you come back, I'll be still loyal to you. I couldn't have an annulment because I love you. If that moment comes no matter how long it is, I'll still love you, whenever you are ready to love me too.

Because it would be a lie. The truth was, she loved him. She never stopped. But love didn’t erase the past. With trembling hands, she pushed against his chest. Not hard. Just enough to create space between them. And then, barely above a whisper, she said, “I can’t.” Adrian’s breath hitched. “Can’t what?” She took another step back, wrapping her arms around herself like a shield. “I can’t do this.” Pain flashed across his face, but he didn’t push.

she uttered. To be honest, if I didn't pay her some respect, I'd also say she was crazy? What was wrong with these people? I scorned, raked my fingers into my hair, exhaled. "Ma, there's something you need to know. Love is something I can't, and would never feel. And secondly, I can change for no one. I don't need an heir. Even if I need one, I can get a mistress or something.