If I Had Only One Friend Left Novels & Stories

He leaned into my touch, his hand covering mine. “Do you know what it feels like,” I whispered, “to realize the only people you have left in this world are your friend, and the man you fell in love with?” His lips parted, but he didn’t speak. His eyes told me everything. “I’m scared that if you ever leave too, I won’t survive it.”

I must speak. Even though I cleaned everything up, the harm was already done. My friend's pal, a young man, left the entertainment industry due to toxic followers. He had a terrible time when he was my friend. Since then, I haven't made any new pals. If anything, my affection rather than just friendship is provided. which I don't intend to give because I don't want a boyfriend. I only desire a male pal. I inhaled deeply as I placed a tupperware in the paper bag that contained merely a vegetable salad.

When I thought everything had settled within me, the thoughts arouse again. "Why can't I just forget about it for some minutes?" I exclaimed, frustration etched on my face. I was tired of remembering, tired of reliving the pain. I stood up, picking up my phone and scrolling through it for a second, hoping to find someone to talk to. But I couldn't think of anyone. The only person I knew was Leah, and she had already called. My mind went blank for a second, then it clicked. How could I say Leah was my only friend? What about my best friend from back home? Before I moved to this country, we were inseparable.

As soon as she got a taste of power, she completely forgot I existed, how fast? Ever since then, I wanted no friends and I didn’t want to be with anyone, they would eventually leave you at the end of it all. “Just don’t think about it too much, I know you are hurt.” My wolf whispered to me which made me calm down at once: She was the only real friend I had because she had always been there for me through thick and thin. “It is enough for me to think about is it not? I didn’t deserve it and there they are living their best lives and forgetting they ever had me as a friend.” I yelled out.

I would if the idea of rejection wasn't so probable. I'm a complete spaz when it comes to men, all except Camden. He's the only one I have ever been comfortable with. My mother always said you'd fall in love with your best friend, Camden was not only my best friend, but he was my only friend. The world was lost when it was just us. After getting dressed, I head out of the locker room just as Camden does, nearly running into him again. "Shit, sorry." I step back letting him go.

" Uh? " " I suddenly realize something. No matter how many friends I have they can never compare to you why because I have realized that you are and will always be my One True Friend! " She confessed. " The feeling is mutual as I had Realized that you are My True Friend! " " Thanks for Not leaving me Stella, thanks for always being there for me. " " You don't have to mention that as I also have to thank you for being my One and only Friend! " " Hm, same here. " Steva Replied as she pulled Stella into an embrace.

"And also, listening to heartbeats is so last season; who still does that?" I shook my head without saying anything. "So, will you go physical with me?" he asked. I shook my head at him again. "You are so different from other friends." Steven raised an eyebrow. "You have other friends?" he asked. I thought about how to answer the question. The only other friend I had was Ophilio, and I had no idea if he even considered me as one of his friends anymore. Steven quickly waved his hands around, obviously dismissing the question. "So I thought of the best way that you can thank me."

“ We owe it to him. Besides, you enjoy his meals and his company altogether let's face it Xavier is the only friend you have left in this pack.” His words are a slap to my face a bitch slap to be specific and they sting but it's the hard truth and my reality right now. I only have one friend. I don't think I am good at this friend-making thing. “ You can also be my friend then I would have two,” I suggest. He chuckles and I can't help but roll my eyes. “ No thank you, Lucy.” “ Why is it because of the history we share.”I am walking on thin ice with him but I am a daring person.

"I know that. Hey, you could get a new phone right? Not that I mind talking to you through Caleb's but I can't imagine how you've survived without your phone." "Hey, what'd you mean by that? I can survive without a phone." I replied, trying to sound stern and failing. "Hate to tell you but besides Caleb and I, your phone is your only friend." I winced. It'd been a long time since I'd broken my phone and with everything going on, I'd refused to get a new one. Not when it was hard to hear my brother's voice and lie to him that I was having a swell time sightseeing. And as far as friendships went, I was pretty sure my friendship with Caleb was in ruins.

Lila said and I nodded. “Sorry, I haven’t really been able to check my phone. How are you?” I asked, pulling out a knife and another board to assist her. “I’m alright. I’ve missed you.” She responded and I gave her a small smile. Lila was the only friend in the entire pack I had managed to get and actually keep since my only other friend disappeared completely from my life. We were complete opposites with the things we liked and with our personalities but somehow we made it work.