If You Love Me Let Me Go Panic นิยาย & เรื่องราว

“You think you can just leave me? After everything? You think you can just” ‎ ‎“LET. GO.” ‎ ‎The music wasn’t drowning anything out now. My pulse was too loud. My thoughts too fast. My breathing too shallow. ‎ ‎And Derek’s grip tightened. ‎ ‎Just a little. ‎ ‎But enough to make my stomach twist. ‎ ‎“Derek don’t,” I warned. ‎ ‎He didn’t listen. ‎ ‎He never listened. ‎ ‎He leaned closer, smirking like he knew something I didn’t. ‎

I lean against the wall taking a deep breath, trying to calm myself down, I’m on the verge of a panic attack… Why am I like this? just the mere thought of the past and I’m on the verge of passing out? that’s behind me, I’m not in Boston anymore. He cannot find me in Chicago. There is no way he could. =========== Two days later “If I got locked away. And we lost it all today. Tell me honestly, would you still love me the same? If I showed, you, my flaws. If I couldn't be strong Tell me honestly, would you still love me the same?” I sing and dance in the mirror while drying my hair.

"LET ME GO!!" The man’s grip was iron, his shoulder digging into my stomach as he carried me up the stairs, each step jarring my ribs, each breath coming in ragged, panicked gasps. I twisted, thrashed, my fingers clawing at his back, my nails tearing through the fabric of his shirt, my voice raw from screaming. "Let me GO!"

“I also know who she is.” Her gaze flicked to me with something like sympathy. My heartbeat steadily, the anger I felt was giving me a strange sense of clarity. “I am leaving,” I said. Vanessa whirled back. “You are not going anywhere. I will not let you walk out after humiliating my son, my family, and now me. You have done enough damage.” “You have no idea what your son has done,” I replied. “Maybe ask him about his trip. Ask him who he went with.”

I just need someone in my life to give it structure To handle all the selfish ways I'd spend my time without her You're everything I want, but I can't deal with all your lovers You're saying I'm the one, but it's your actions that speak louder Giving me love when you are down and need another I've gotta get away and let you go, I've gotta get over But I love you so I love you so I love you so I love you so I'm gonna pack my things and leave you behind This feeling's old and I know that I've made up my mind I hope you feel what I felt when you shattered my soul 'Cause you were cruel and I'm a fool So please let me go But I love you so (please let me go) I love you so (please let me go) I love

Would you let me go first? Do it all in the name of love Would you let me lead you even when you're blind

You teach my heart how to let go someone like you Lucas. I want to close my heart so it won't hurt anymore. I want to forget everything! I want to scream! I want to run away from this all shits! But there is nothing. My heart stops when it come to you Lucas. I can't let you go. I'm hurting! I'm mad at myself. I really love you on a fool way. I can't stay away from you even if I try! I can't escape my love for you Lucas even I try! I felt so empty.

Not harshly, but enough to make her stop. She turned her head slightly, her eyes met mine. They were hard and unfeeling, as though I was just some stranger bothering her. “Let go of me,” she said, her tone low and cautious. I tightened my grip for a moment, wanting to shake some sort of explanation out of her. But I stopped myself. Instead, I let out a slow breath, forcing myself to speak calmly. “Where are you going?” I asked again, trying to keep my voice steady.