Im Sickened But Curious Novels & Stories

’d managed to ignore it because it came in a subtle form, but now, it was raging inside me in full force. And the worst part was, I didn’t even know what it was. Just as I didn’t know why every fifteen minutes, my eyes would sweep around, hoping to find another face which was different from the throngs of faces all around me. Am I maybe going crazy? I needed to find a solution to my almost crazed state. And thankfully, I knew just what it was. “Hey, easy there, tiger,” Kevin remarked, lightly grabbing my hand, stopping me from downing my third shot in a row. I let out a small groan in protest. “Quit playing dad, Kevin. You’re being such a fun sponge.” He simply chuckled, but his express

And I wasn’t scared. I was curious. And maybe—just maybe—a little bit obsessed. Which was so much worse.

I felt sick and disgusted. What kind of house had I walked into?

I felt lightheaded immediately and it made me sick. What was happening?

" Not fully . You're going for a check up and then shopping for tomorrow's event . " " I'm fine . " " I like to be thorough… " I all of the sudden started feeling nauseous and unwell. © #KCMmuoe

I asked, confused, wondering what was going on. "Since you need intensive care, your body is really..." He paused mid-sentence. "Really desperate for help." He let out a sigh and pressed his forehead. I could smell his pheromones, the ones that are different from the Sweet Tangerines. I think he seems a tad frustrated at the moment. "You get Hanahaki Disease, right?" The question caught me off guard, and I gave a slow nod as I processed it. "When did that happen again?" I'm not really sure I want to go into that. To be honest, this disease reminds me of some of the worst memories of my life. I'd rather not think about it anymore. I'd rather forget it, honestly.

Carla asked, her voice laced with worry. I mustered a weak smile, trying to conceal the discomfort. “I'm fine, just a little off today. Probably something I ate last night,” I replied, hoping they would buy my explanation. But deep down, I knew there was something more to my sickness. Because why would I be having the same sickness for the past couple of days now?

Of all the days she was supposed to be a badass vixen, she choose to be rational. I rolled my eyes at her skepticism, but I feel my insides quivering in fear. My stomach twists until I felt like throwing up. My temperature skyrocket, until I'm sweating buckets. I can't believe I'll get sick over something as simple as sex. Who am I kidding? Like there's anything simple about it. I don't think I'm the only one going through this tension, am I? What would I get diagnosed with if I had a faint and the doctor had to be called again? I shuddered.

Barun asked again. “Oh! I was looking for you,” Jai said. “Well, I’m here. Is there something you want to ask?” Barun asked. The old men returned their attention to their baits. “Well… It’s about Miria… I’m kind of curious about her sickness… What kind of disease is it?” Jai asked. Barun hummed and saw his rod twitched. “You didn’t ask Miria?” “Ah, no I didn’t… I kinda don’t want to upset her or make her uncomfortable…” Jai replied a bit nervously.

Is it pathetic for me to think that I still have a chance? I laid once again on my bed. I’ve been lying down more often these days. I don’t exactly know why, but I’ve been feeling sick. I don’t have an appetite most of the time, but I get these weird cravings in the middle of the night. I really need to get myself together again.