Novel & Cerita It's Always My Fault

It's either you help me Kade or you stay there blaming yourself. "Feels like my fault," Kade answered

“It’s not your fault.” I put my head in my hands. “It feels like it,” I said softly.

But that’s not my fault… So why am I going through all this pain?

I couldn’t understand what had happened, and the more I thought about it, the more the panic clawed at my chest. The moment we stepped outside, I felt the weight of their stares. Students lined the path, their eyes fixed on me, whispers spreading like wildfire. I could feel their judgment, their confusion, and their fear. **It’s my fault,** I thought, my heart sinking further. **It’s all my fault.** Among the crowd, Lisa’s familiar face appeared. The moment she saw me, she pushed through the others, her hands reaching out to cup my tear-streaked face. Her warmth, her softness, was a small comfort in the chaos.

Liam asked trying to look at my face. " It's not my fault!!!! It's not my fault!! It's not my fault I parents died and left me heart broken, It's not my fault my fate is jinxed !!! What did you expect me to do !! Huh !! Growing up Raquel was my superior and do you expect me to just change towards her like that, It's not my fault, I'm weak !!!!!

The thought of how everything played out tonight ran through my head again. “But…. this is all my fault. You shouldn’t even be here to begin with.” “It’s not your fault…I should have…:” I knew he and Ryan were trying to make me feel less guilty but I knew that deep down, it was my fault. “You’re just saying that. I should have known. I’ve lived with you for months now. The least I can do is at least know you have allergies.” “It’s not your fault Alyssa. Stop working yourself up. There’s no way you would have known if I didn’t tell you..” His tone was firmer this time but I couldn’t stop.

The tears were uncontrollable, she didn't say anything and just sat there with me, her hands on my back tapping me lightly. My heart was still shattered, his words still registered in my head as I played them again every passing second, I wish I could make him take back everything he said. “It's not your fault” my mother’s voice rings out and I break down even more. I want to believe that it was not my fault, I want to feel at ease and blame it all on him but I also know that I may be the one at fault. If I hadn't poked my nose where it shouldn't be then I would still be there.

"I'm so sorry. It's my fault. It's all my fault." Her mind raced through the sequence of events that had led to this moment, each piece falling into place with horrifying clarity. The realization that her presence, her choices, had somehow contributed to this

for fûck sake she my responsibility I should have never left her...it's all my fault I sat down racking my hair with my hands "It's all my fault !"I cried out I should have been there for her....now she's hurt Arrrgggh "It's not your fault Liam... nobody knew something like this was gonna happen" Max said calmly "I knew something like this was gonna happen Max!"...i yelled "I should have never left her side "I muttered "B... but who on earth would do such a thing?"

“I’ll never forgive myself for this. Never.” “Don’t blame yourself. I told you, it was an accident.” “Yeah, but it’s my fault you even came in there. It’s my fault for slamming the door on your hand. Everything’s always my fault,” he muttered. “Don’t say that,” I said gently. “Please don’t.” “You don’t get it. My whole life, everything’s always been my fault. It was my fault my parents split up. If I hadn’t been such a prick…” “Stop it,” I demanded. “You had nothing to do with any of that.” He shook his head sadly and rolled his eyes.