Jude A Little Life Novels & Stories

"My entire life, I'm treated like a doormat. Leena do this. Leena do that. No Lee, you can't eat the food that the pack eats, you have to eat scraps from the garbage that are moldy and mildewed." "Lee, sleep on this broken down cot with these nasty ass blankets. Lee, go to sleep, but only after everyone else does. Lee, wake up before everyone else. Lee, you can't do anything for yourself!" "Dammit all to hell, if I say that I can't sleep, I can't sleep! If I wanted to be a mindless puppet, I would have begged you harder to kill me, hell one of your guys could have done it for all I care."

21: Piecing All Together (1.1) AT THAT SAME MOMENT, Lei was chilling on a monoblock chair with a book in his left hand. On the book's front cover, says "Life is meaningless" with a majestic bold and italic golden font. Despite the fact that there's dust and cobwebs hovered all around him, he was able to maintain an elegant and graceful demeanor. On his face, was a slight, relaxing smile.

Morning and all that walk and breath sprang up to life, the birds all are singing praises to God, who bring nature to life, the animals also are doing their sound to praise the God of Nature, the water and living organisms in it are also in praise mood, the plants and human being also are blessing God's name for the smile of nature. Jude was the first to opened his eyes, only for him to found himself in an unusual place, this was not the same place that he always woke up to, as always, she always woke up to a dark room with just a single chair, table, a drawer and cloth scattered everywhere, but here he found himself in a pink room, and from the look of things, he was in a lady room.

"Love is what keeps humans alive. Even if you can't see me, if you love me, even a little bit, I'm still alive in your heart." He frowned. "But still dead everywhere else," he murmured. She chuckled. "Well no one lives forever, Hades. Besides, you eat way healthier than me. You'll definitely outlive me." He blinked. "I'll eat more McDonald's then." She shook her head. "You're so clueless sometimes Hades." "Was that wrong?"

He stated. "But Ferdinand (Judah's middle name), when will all these stop? It's like I'm living inside a game. It's like my life is all a lie. I am never free to do anything because I have a script I'm following. Even if this is not a movie, I feel I should be given a grammy award, or whatever award it is to be given to the best actress in the world. I'm tired Judah Sono stanco di tutti questi giochi Giuda" (I'm tired of all these games Judah)

The arcade is bustling and the sounds of the games surrounding me remind me just how alive and vibrant this place is. I sit at one of the tables towards the back with a now cold pepperoni pizza as I watch everyone move around me. A young girl is crying because she lost the game while her older brother chuckles and tries to console her. The boy to the left sits at the table drinking his soda while being engrossed in some random comic strip in his hand. I look to the center of the store and I swear I can see her. Standing there in front of a young boy who looks just like me. I blink back the burn of tears, letting the memory play itself out before me as if it’s a movie of my life.

"Mom, Dad, I'm sorry." I kneeled in front of my parents at the doorstep, mechanically repeating the vows I had practiced countless times. "I've realized my mistakes. I swear from now on, I will treat Jake well. Everything will be about him first. He's the best. He comes first. His life is more important than mine." As soon as I finished speaking, the director Arthur Black's voice rang out, "Cut!" This transformation reality show had finally wrapped up.

KNOCK KNOCK The door opened and Juliet stood wearing a cute little dress with an apron on and her little belly poking out. She was covered in flour and barefoot, she looked adorable. I stepped in and kissed her cheek. “You knew I was baking didn’t you? You sensed it! I’m trying Jada’s blonde brownie recipe, pretty sure I nailed it,” she said, looking proud of herself. “Actually that sounds great, but I’ll take some to go. I gotta talk to your boy,” I said, as Jude wandered into the living room. He was carrying his notebook that he scribbles lyrics in, he’s never far from it.

"Pink I'm sorry.. please tell me this is all a dream..." "I'll be traveling to Los Angeles tomorrow." Jude said. "I thought I should tell you." He felt sorry for Nathan. Nathan looked up at Jude then grinned to himself sadly. "Really?" Jude nodded. "I'm sorry you're just finding out now," He said. "My family thought it was best to keep it on a low - key." There was a pause from Nathan's end. He stood looking at Jude. "I'll be joining a friend of my uncle to start videography for Hollywood." Jude said, feeling awkward. "Dude, aren't you happy for me?"

However, in this life, even after I stepped aside, they still didn't end up together? "Come home. The Truss family heir position was always meant for you. Your mother cries over that family photo every day. S-She really misses you." Dad's exhausted voice came through the phone, shocking me all over again. In my previous life, I waited a lifetime hoping they would really look at me and love me the way I loved them. Even when I died, that hope never came true. In this life, I had let everything go, yet now they were all scrambling to apologize to me. It was honestly laughable.