Novel & Cerita Kata Kata Bingung Dengan Perasaan Ini

Hindi ko din alam. ""Huh? Wala kabang utak?"" Hindi ko maintindihan kung paano napunta dito ang aming usapan. Kung bakit nakakaramdam ako ng may pakealam siya sakin, kung bakit nagagalit siya para sa kapakanan ko. ""Bakit mo sinasabi ang mga katagang yan?"" Hinantay ko ang sagot niya, ngunit hindi ko inasahan ang sasabihin niya.

"Why would he do that?" "Cuz, I kissed him. I did" I said, glaring at Lee who kept smirking at me, it was annoying. "He doesn't hate you, pumpkin. He's confused" "Wait, what?" I said, blinking at him. "Look at him. What does it look like he's feeling" I stared at Red through the mirror. He looked--- nervous? And confused? "See? He doesn't know what he's feeling either. You don't know what you're feeling that's why your feelings are conflicted"

This is a lot to take in. I focus on my breathing as I try to find the right words to say in response, but I just can not. Bunny is staring at me as she holds some broccolis in her hand, she looks intrigued; dying to know what Ashton just told me. “Uh, um–this is…” I struggle to speak about how I feel. How am I supposed to do that when I don’t even understand what I’m feeling now?

"Grace…" "No, just shut up, Chris! Shut up!" I snapped, running a hand through my hair. "I don't even know how the fuck I'm feeling, how sad is that? I don't know what these strange feelings in me are because I've never felt anything like this before. I don't know how it began, I don't know where it came from, all I know is that they're here and I'm so fucking confused!"

Instead, I have this feeling of… What am I feeling?

Nothing. To be honest, it’s more than a little disappointing. After all the excitement around me meeting my mate over the last few weeks, I’d thought… Well. Never mind. Clearly, they don’t know what to make of this. And honestly, I’m starting to feel overwhelmed myself. The room feels too loud, too crowded, every emotion brushing against me like sandpaper against my skin. Confusion, shock, curiosity, judgement, all mixing together until I can barely tell what belongs to me anymore.

*** How do you feel, read this part? There are those who are sad and don't imagine being Rangga. Is there a goiter with Gerald?

“What do you mean?” I hesitated, my heart pounding in my chest. “I don’t know what’s happening to me, Kai. I feel like I’m falling apart, and every time I try to fix it, something worse happens. And the worst part is, I can’t tell where it’s all coming from. Is it me? Is it something else? I don’t know. I feel like I’m losing control.”

Leaving me confused, and overwhelmed. A missing puzzle?

"Oh, Carina, are you really that blind, or are you just pretending?" "Blind?" I echoed, feeling even more confused. "What do you mean?" Madam Katie leaned forward, her eyes sparkling with a mix of amusement and empathy. "Do you have feelings for Martins?" Her question hit me like a thunderbolt. I opened my mouth to respond but found myself stuttering, unable to form a coherent sentence. "I... I don’t know... I mean, we’re just..."