Kata Kata Bingung Dengan Perasaan Ini Novels & Stories

I was irritated and grabbed my head because I myself did not understand what was happening to me. I have the same feeling with two different people! “That’s not fair Ai you have to choose it’s not right that they are two ” I stop and try my best to think, but my brain wasn’t cooperating with me. My brain and are nebulous right now, so blurry! "I don't know" “What do you mean you don’t know?”

Avantika and I had prepared for the CAT (Common Admission Test) together—the exam to get into most of the elite management colleges—and I know that she is a fast reader. She used to be lightning-quick with the English passages we had to read through to answer multiple-choice questions. But she takes her own sweet time reading this diary, stopping and rereading certain sections. She reads the entire diary, looks at me and says, ‘I am coming with you.’ She doesn’t say anything else, but her eyes tell me everything. She hugs me tighter and sobs slightly, and we sit there, wrapped within the warm blanket and she dozes off. I hug her tighter, watch her sleep for a little while and doze off too.

I uttered in confusion, trying to make sense of what was going on with everything. ***** *****

Renato was thoroughly enjoying his day in the park while I was distracted by my thoughts. "Gattina, once all of this is over, we will be fine, won't we? When things are less stressful." "I hope so. I don't know what's going on with me. I was overwhelmed with happiness a few days ago, and now I just feel confused and angry." "What are you confused about?" "Us. I feel like I love you, but I have this really weird feeling that I can't describe." I felt bad telling him this, but I knew I needed to be honest with him.

Valentine I guess that kiss was the only thing I badly needed to get out of this quicksand. Or maybe not. To be honest I'm already freaking out knowing that I never wanted it but maybe it turns out that I needed it. It felt really great and somehow weird maybe too much for enlightenment. Oh fuck, am I gay? I'm still confused, I mean I can see it clearly, though I'm afraid there's still this blurry part that I cannot see no matter how I'm eager.

explained Kate. Kate went on. "Don't feel bad about it. It's a normal feeling that comes with finding your mate. I've been in your shoes on several occasions and I've felt that way." "Really?" Kelsey mumbled. "Yes, dear. Anytime Ben left for a function or when he was away for a while, I felt crazy." Kate disclosed. She giggled. "It was so obvious that my siblings feared I was going to lose my mind." "Does he know about it? I mean was he aware of how you felt?" inquired Kelsey.

In about an hour and half, I was barely holding on to my sobriety. “ You know… I think I can say it now,” I hiccuped. “ Feel free to tell me. I'll lend you my ears,” Luca gave me the go-ahead. I took a deep breath and filled my lungs before parting my lips. “ Luca,” I began, my voice low and drowsy, “ I don't understand what's happening to me.” “ You'd need to explain better if you want my input,” he responded calmly. “ I try to convince myself that Kayla is nothing more than an orange cat in comparison but sometimes I get confused,” I voiced. “ I've never felt like this before,” I admitted. Luca simply nodded his head, not wanting to interrupt.

I am not sure if it's love or not, but I do know it's something that I don't want to let go of. "You don't know?" He inquires, sounding a bit taken aback. I pause, feeling a mixture of uncertainty and introspection. "I'm not sure... I'm honestly not sure," I respond, my voice tinged with genuine confusion. He lets out a heavy sigh, giving voice to his understanding. "I understand. You don't have to feel sorry for me or anything. It's fine. Besides, let's admit it, this whole situation is pretty weird... very weird," He adds, his tone reflecting a shared sentiment of uncertainty.

His own eyes jump around my face like he is not sure where to focus. “What are you saying?” I whisper. My heart is running a million miles per hour, the tips of my fingers are cold, and they feel numb with anxiety. I know I am not breathing, and I can’t make myself breathe, the most I can do is short gasps. “I am saying… I don’t know what this is, and i am not sure how to navigate it, would you give me some time to figure it out?” I press my mouth in a thin line to stop the questions that beg to tumble out of me, like what is this then? What do I call it? What are we? What are we doing? Why do you kiss me?

For a several times, Kylie even felt that she was starting to lose of her focus about right now on there actually. 'I don't even know what is really happening to me about right now actually. I feel so foreign about everything right now... and it all of that happened in all of the sudden about right now. I mean, I don't even know what I'm really feeling about just like right now on here. Kate, are you also starting to feel something is strange around both of us right now about in here actually? I mean... are you even starting to feel that something of so much different around both of us about right now? Because I have already started to feel about something that it really felt so much of stra